Novembers Doom Bled White 1. Bled White Reaching high above the realm of reason In your absence the heart bleeds dry I know you share the sickening hurt The more you love me, the more I die The years I've waited, the lonely, the foul I curse the very day the city brought light Rising hope for the cripple we fear The heart now severed, I've been bled white Dreams only go so far, It's never enough for me The yearning for something more Forever doesn't seem long enough When you consider the time now lost The years I've waited, the lonely, the foul I curse the very day the city brought light Rising hope for the cripple we fear The heart now severed, I've been bled white Burning for the color in dark When no one hears the sound of my heart The absent tries to hollow my soul Bleeding! I have been bled white! Sifting through a million words, hunting for yours The cold distant lost embrace Longing the hours until we will meet again Desperate to be saved, I pine in wait The years I've waited, the lonely, the foul I curse the very day the city brought light Rising hope for the cripple we fear The heart now severed, I've been bled white Burning for the color in dark When no one hears the sound of my heart The absent tries to hollow my soul Bleeding! I have been bled white! If I'm accused of a thousand crimes And the sun hides from my sight There is a positive to behold this day... I don't have to watch you walk away from me The years I've waited, the lonely, the foul I curse the very day the city brought light Rising hope for the cripple we fear The heart now severed, I've been bled white Burning for the color in dark When no one hears the sound of my heart The absent tries to hollow my soul Bleeding! I have been bled white! 2. Heartfelt The air is thick, no stone unturned The failure was yours to remind me I tried my best for the waves of joy But the darkness was overwhelming One more song that belongs to me To remind me of the days of my hate The life, the pain, the shattered hope For one last time, this is goodbye The fight is gone, I have nothing left I've long begged my final plea With heartfelt hate, I prayed for your death My implore was answered, I loom atop your grave I wish you pain for eternity ahead You deserve to suffer with this fate looking back to the joyous days So very few of these to draw from The fight is gone, I have nothing left I've long begged my final plea With heartfelt hate, I prayed for your death My implore was answered, I loom atop your grave I've been waiting for so long To see the life leave from your eyes I had a dream that you were scared And it brought me so much joy I hope you suffered at your end You bled me out of my fear The fight is gone, I have nothing left I've long begged my final plea With heartfelt hate, I prayed for your death My implore was answered, I loom atop your grave I'll visit your remains every chance I have If only to laugh at your demise I'll show you I have no regret And we'll both indulge the lie I can only hope that Hell is real Where demons are eating your soul The life, the pain, I love to hate you Beneath the earth is where you rot 3. Just Breathe I imagine the mirror on your wall Reflecting years of forgotten past Looking deep into the eyes that hide I'm wishing for brighter days Just breathe beautiful one As life hands you a stunning smile Wear the crown and hold the future It gets better from here, just breathe Lonely hearts with spirit crushed Disrespecting from a venomous tongue Turning blame onto yourself In a world where the fault is not yours Just breathe beautiful one As life hands you a stunning smile Wear the crown and hold the future It gets better from here, just breathe This is simply yours All the people's force to bring This is my attempt to heal your heart To restore your faith that was taken away Don't fade away Stay where you are I can give you my strength And pick you up when you fall Brighter days are on their way For the darkness will carry on Embrace the moon and see the stars I know it's all for you It gets better from here Just breathe 4. Scorpius instrumental 5. Unrest When love is not enough, and darkness clouds the light A short-lived brilliance, leave us in the pass Your gift to touch so many, in your absence so many more Your broken heart has shattered us all I only hope you found the peace you were searching for I pray your smile is now pure With a life full of unrest, Clear to see in print of bold You are missed with broken hearts Never a regret, with forward sight The impossible wait fractures the soul All I want was this not to be And saying goodbye is all I can do I only hope you found the peace you were searching for I pray your smile is now pure With a life full of unrest, Clear to see in print of bold You are missed with broken hearts Despite my knowing the logic within This madness of loss takes control I can see you had your reason Cage your soul to calm the unrest This never ending cycle Hope brings familiar pain The vast wealth of knowledge The same mistakes are made This circle of life goes around Delivering the crushing blow Each time it makes it's pass Breaking me more each time Broken hearts battle the ache What will become of our tormented minds How can we understand the depth of your being When we've lost the man that was I only hope you found the peace you were searching for I pray your smile is now pure With a life full of unrest, Clear to see in print of bold You are missed with broken hearts Despite my knowing the logic within This madness of loss takes control I can see you had your reason Cage your soul to calm the unrest 6. The Memory Room I have fashioned a secret room Within my mind where memories hide Between you and I, where life thrives For we own the night's stars Face to face, I breathe your breath I can see your soul through these eyes And with a smile from your lips I am happily lost in the memory room Chasing lost years without a single find Wishing for more time between our lives The culmination of all that is grand And our salvation resonates deep Within the memory room In this place we'll hide from light Under the stars and sharing the night An autumn's breeze or summer heat We'll plant the seed of tomorrow You have saved me once again From the depth of my own misery To feed my youth and repair my dreams Born with a fear for dying alone Chasing lost years without a single find Wishing for more time between our lives The culmination of all that is grand And our salvation resonates deep Within the memory room There is no key to open this door This place is ours to determine its yield And it is here where I cherish your love For the smile was all I ever needed Chasing lost years without a single find Wishing for more time between our lives The culmination of all that is grand And our salvation resonates deep Within the memory room 7. The Brave Pawn I curse the day I believed in you For I put my trust in your heart I'm punished for the seeds I've sown The fool had cost me more than words I am the one possessed by night The bastard who broke you down Torturing the pawn in pure delight I am the king without his crown Every time I lift my head My hate for you grows more I was innocent in the eyes of just No prayers can unbind my hands I am the one possessed by night The bastard who broke you down Torturing the pawn in pure delight I am the king without his crown I accept the burden for the calling of the brave I abstain from giving you the power that you crave Each and every silent day that pass before my eyes Proof of non-existence and your cold pathetic lies I release you from my site Leaving me with this hand of fate Passing judgment before I was alive Until my death, I shall see you burn I am the one possessed by night The bastard who broke you down Torturing the pawn in pure delight I am the king without his crown I accept the burden for the calling of the brave I abstain from giving you the power that you crave Each and every silent day that pass before my eyes Proof of non-existence and your cold pathetic lies 8. Clear Sitting in Silence And the still is more painful than words I say to you, dream on my dear And I hope you find what you need there It's been for you so very long this time it's for me I always looked through the eyes of the blind Into he night where it all dies away Where dawns sun shows a new path Now is the time I need to clear One the day the sun died With an empty stare, I wasn't cold All I wanted was belief in you I don't believe you anymore It's been for you far so very long this time it's for me I always looked into the eyes of the blind Into the night where it all dies away Where dawns sun shows a new path Now is the time I need to clear What lies in the wake of a life now lost Would shatter the hear of the pure This facade we wear like a mask of pride It only hides the disappointing truth It's been for you far so very long this time it's for me I always looked into the eyes of the blind Into the night where it all dies away Where dawns sun shows a new path Now is the time I need to clear 9. The Grand Circle When the cowardice reigns Truth to be revealed for this life is endless torture And the failure continues to breed Round it goes and doesn't stop Like a drop of blood, perfectly shaped The grad circle of life we live The pain returns with a different face What goes around, comes around For every soul is alike One betrayer, one deceiver One of many, they all shatter the heart Round it goes and doesn't stop Like a drop of blood, perfectly shaped The grad circle of life we live The pain returns with a different face Slipping between my fingers Any hope of seeing the light When the time and place is not my own A ruthless game we play Why must we be punished For the crimes we did not commit? This day is filled with disaster And I fall between the lines Waste no time on those undeserving A hidden strength to drive your soul You mean the world to those around you And we'll dance until the sun shines It took a lifetime to get here And it starts anew My voice will help guide the way To show you salvation What have you become The thief of broken hearts Collecting each piece along Trophies for the ego's mind Round it goes and doesn't stop Like a drop of blood, perfectly shaped The grad circle of life we live The pain returns with a different face 10. Animus Tread lightly through the shadows Out of sight from your God's eyes In the city we walk for days The mission of life's most awkward lull Dodge the sun for the light is wasted Searching for the criminal who stole your heart Scour the dark while hunting the scum The vile scent burns the air we breathe He has what is mine, and I need it back Taken without warning from the wounded one Without permission makes you a thief And your punishment will be bold Dodge the sun for the light is wasted Searching for the criminal who stole your heart Scour the dark while hunting the scum The vile scent burns the air we breathe I live in animus to tear your world apart I breathe the hate and my hate is pure I'm hunting you down, That you can be certain of And when I find you, May your God have mercy on your soul The distance I travel, so far and so vast My blood leaves this trail to find my way back The flesh turns white for color is lost This body is weak and slowly drying out I will not hesitate when the time is before me To strike the heart of the beast who dwells Extinguish the life of that selfish sin And carry your heart home in a golden case Here I live in animus to tear your world apart I breathe the hate and my hate is pure I'm hunting you down, That you can be certain of And when I find you, May your God have mercy on your soul 11. The Silent Dark Here in the silent dark The emptiness reveals my heart Why are you so ashamed of me? Living in a secret that no one sees For all the tears I have cried Embracing the sins of my past It's those who surround me And I see the worst in them all I struggle with my demons These are mine to bear I can see your constant smile That is, until you look at me Dying alone where my legacy ends The trumpet wave through audible air The final breath that I draw in Death rattle groan that no one hears I've done this to myself, I created my own hell What a fitting place for my end, for my end I have bled my final drop No longer can I stop the ache Bleeding out all the honesty Leaving an empty shell of doubt Who is it you seek comfort in? What is it I cannot provide? I know of stealth in the cover of dark That thief in the night was me Dying alone where my legacy ends The trumpet wave through audible air The final breath that I draw in Death rattle groan that no one hears I've done this to myself, I created my own hell What a fitting place for my end, for my end Fading away at the forefront of pain This mind is trampled by my very soul I've done this to myself, I created my own hell What a fitting place for my end My last step on this earth With a desperate look in my eyes Now is when I need you to believe me And know this was all for real So I wait at the shore of failure And I know it could happen to me I just may deserve the exact same fate And my path in life is bending Here in the silent dark The emptiness reveals my heart Why are you so ashamed of me? Living in a secret that no one sees My last step on this earth With a desperate look in my eyes Now is when I need you to believe me And know this was all for real So I wait at the shore of failure And I know it could happen to me I just may deserve the exact same fate And my path in life is bending