- ALTAR - - Ego Art (1996) - ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Eidolon I Take I am spoiled , I'm raised in wealth I've learned to care just for myself I don't take time to wait for things I please myself with what's interesting 'Cause I'm born in this country I've had no choice I'm surrounded By fools who love their money and have The time to mourn about the life of others They sit back and wait too stupid To see that... I take what I want I take it now I'm a product, raised by a law That learns to speak with no meaning at all Don't spend much time on useless goals I enjoy myself. Don't sell my soul 'Cause I'm born in this country I've had no choice I'm surrounded By fools who love to stab backs And think they have to right To judge the life of others Then they meet me too stupid to see that I take what I want I take it now I take my pleasures and I know how to use I take The flesh to satisfy my needs I know what I want. I don't refuse ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ego Art I look around and see my place My role towards humanity I deny to be a part Of a functional society Won't contribute and play the whore To your christian ways to stand for SET - FREE - EGO - ART I rule my life Obey my soul I am my god And take control Convinced of myself - Just think of me No doubt - Creativity Intellect - Competition Mental towards Convinced myself - Supremacy My force above religion Cynical justification Hostile towards You never wanted but you got me anyway You have tried to turn me To your pathetic play But now I finish you. You are just a shade You're already dead And I'm digging your grave ------------------------------------------------------------------------ C.C.C. Driving on bastard road Too much shit in my veins Has polluted my brains Walking my way home This terrible night Will end in a fight I don't need excuses My patience has expired This time it's for real I'm getting sick and tired Going the wrong direction It's my way to choose What have I got to lose Anger needs a way out Too much hate in my veins Has polluted my brains Let's drive!! Then it happens all at once Just when I thought that it was allright To break the rules of normal life And kill the silence of this night I feel the urge to walk away But my pride says stay Christian Cop Convicted My law has been broken I will walk my way Fuck your law and order You misuse your power Fuck your law and order I pity your frustration You think you're always right Fuck your christian orders Perhaps I'm too concerned About my will to be free Maybe I should listen But then I'm still concerned Who will feed the mouths of your family when You're unemployed. No more job for you cop!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Truly Untrue Hate is what I feel. I hear you talk to me I have no interest in what you say to me What you talk about is nothing new to me Don't you understand you are my enemy You say - You're true - What does it mean? An image - It seems - To me - How does it feel? I'm wrong - You're right - What do you mean? Uphold your dream - To me - It isn't real If you are the problem Why don't you kill yourself True or not true - True or not true Satanic, False, Christian, Belief, Religion, Right, Relief Useless information You paint your head like you are dead You wear the cross inside your head But still you feel the pain of me You build a church to worship him You sacrifice. A ritual The pain remains ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Pathetic Priest Your whole life, you preach harmony Relationship, you're fucking jesus christ Obey 'cause you've been told he would save your soul But now you're passing the final hour Your life is through, there is nothing left An horrible disease finally took its toll Your friends & family Stand around your grave To give you respect You've never had from them They pray to your god To take you in his arms But the earth is cold They know it's the end Dead is dead - accept the fact Only in your life - you have your soul In your head - I am your pain I rape you - pathetic priest What has a church to do with your death Fuck their false promise of better times god cannot cure, god has no use god has no power, god is you ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Destructive Selection Almost everyday I get Irritated by the fact Assholes like you are near Annoying me everywhere If I was a nazi, I'd vote against you If there was a god, I'd pray for help If I was social, I'd talk to you Buttfuck your shit, I have myself My nerves stretching tight You're asking for a fight You're allowed to test But I advice to stop Violence & aggression Torrent in your direction Avoiding discussions Destructive selection Enraged election Exhaust the conversation Discharged into Vandalistic stupification If you project your hate on me You can expect the same from me I'm not a christian Don't forgive and forget I'm not a fascist I'm much smarter than that I'm not a pacifist and wait like a fool I'm not that stupid, I don't fall for you ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Egoverment You've been kicked on this world The naked truth of a big mistake Another part of this family A gift from god what a fake Why call them parents? They don't give a fuck Why call them teachers? They failed the test of life Why call them brothers? There is no equality Why call them preachers? Their message doesn't work You're a victim of authority A generation of stupidity Unless your ego feels supreme Above this pool of foolishness Fight the ones on your way Trample down their emptiness Place your boots inside a face Get'em down before they use Do not bend - egoist Challenge it - egoist Weak or strong - You stand alone Blessed are you 'cause you're alone Break away - egoist But not accept - egoist Destroy them ! ! ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Follow Me Without feeling guilty they misuse you It doesn't make sense, the things you do Your mind begins to separate From feeling sane You feel no difference Between pleasure and pain Insecurity you would leave behind Their hollow lies made you blind Charming words you can't resist They preached love you'd always missed "Come my friend and follow me I'll be there when you need me I know god, I am his son They call me the chosen one" "Bow my child, before me Swallow my hypocrisy If I am god, you are my son Don't tell them I'm the horned one" ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Tonight This Country Will Die A land of plenty, a land for free Where no one knows real poverty Work enough - Democracy Rely on social security You're cornerstones, success assured For every problem the final cure Learn our way, do as we say Go to school, the state will pay 20 years ago you thought me this crap But things now have changed It's no longer like that, your pocket is empty Your system has failed , now it's too late Holland is great !!! Tonight this country will die Along with your theatre of lies I'm glad that I realise I live in this paradise So where is your wife, where is your job?? Where is your money, where is your god?? Try to blame me but isn't you that has failed For you and thousand others Holland is great !!!