Evereve E-Mania 1. K.M. (Most Terrible God) Seconds come and seconds go In decay's silent flow Don't you ever question me or... You will reveal my vanity Used as a bait for mercy I am undignified Why don't you dare to show me The White Light Kill me - come for me, come... Kill me! Get me out of here... Get me out! I am nothing more but dirt The curse upon us all There is no time left for piety When the SAVIOUR takes his toll I have never had my chance I was never meant to be Why don't you dare to show me The White Light 2. Pilgrimage These days are burning down Every death is an end in the race - no arrival These lives - just ripples In the stunning widths of space - slipping away This march will never end Every stop is a death deep within - deep within It is a WAR over years and years It is a WAR... Passion in every step Every month is a part of the circle - no arriving Counting your mirthfull days Every year is a march round the wheel - on and on And when there is nothing left to light these worlds I will be right at your side I will be there in time In time... Marching on... Travel - Arrival Together we will drown In the river of your transciency (You will see...) 3. The Flesh Divine "Man doth not yield him to the angels, nor unto death utterly, save only through the weakness of his feeble will" -Joseph Glanvill- Someone told me there is a war within And the wor (l) d became flesh Someone told me about a handmade sin Denying all you once confessed Don't bow to me Don't worship me We are torn apart by silver lunacy Because weak I am As weak as no man has been before Don't you pray anymore... And you will never be the same again (Non-believers raze the stray) And you will never be the same again (No longer will your faith remain) Someone told me it is worth crying for Any grace is built on lies Making love with defiled angels Your tongue in mine I saw YOU in my darkest dreams Gliding into a sea of snakes I saw the flesh divine And the flesh became spirit FLESH! 4. Someday Across the sea, across the waves - foaming waves of time Bound to these earthly shores we are lost - surrender to our fate... our fate Waiting for some changing TIDE - deep inside Will we remain forever here - alone within ourselves? And now the tide is coming in The rolling, crushing waves Deep waters rising high Take me away... Someday You will find the undertow - all the secret streams below Someday You will find the rivers flow - follow me - just let things go Resting here inside these walls - shrouding walls within This temple of my inner thoughts - a vanished place to stay Rolling - crushing - deep waters rising high... 5. This Is Not... When something stains your pride And leaves you back with despite Your vain attempts to blank it out Troubled, in a state of doubt Both inside and outside Demons stalk your hide No chance for you to get away Without their affliction Everything you ever wanted They turn into hideous shards... They are haunting your thoughts now They are probing your soul Examine with indifferent eyes How you are WRITHING in shame (But) This is not my burden (But) This is not my cross For it... Keeps me away, keeps me away... Keeps me away, keeps me away... (But) This is not my burden - bathe in desire (But) This is not my cross Eyelids open and in peace You are staring ahead Haunting me... 6. Suzanne Release me - don't hide in the shadows all the time Release me - love me under a bloodred sky Believe me - devotion purifies your mind Believe me - leave it all far behind Suzanne - would you die with me - Suzanne Suzanne - whatever will be - Suzanne Kiss me! Mistreat me - DELIVERANCE cuts so deep Mistreat me - just give me what I need Suzanne - world is open wide - Suzanne Suzanne - (but) I feel cold inside - Suzanne So cold... Can't you hear my calling? Baise-moi! Suzanne - the sky is still red - Suzanne Suzanne - and world is dead - Suzanne (Would you die? Would you die with me?) Suzanne - what have we become? 7. Demons Summer has gone and winter is near If life means hope then hope means fear Beloved soul... Enslavement is close at hand ...end... end... end... Crawl on your knees, little scum Sanity's fool - obey your sons Elysian wounds... Embraced by solitude Aahh - with cold blank eyes Aahh - with an empty smile (Here are) your demons Your clandestine demons Yearning for a sign... Your demons Your clandestine demons ...to sneak up from behind... Here they are... Aahh - with cold blank eyes Aahh - with an empty smile Elusive cries from a distant prey Deceiver's LAMB in the heart of dismay... dismay... Face all your demons 8. Ligeia Inspired by E. A. Poe Dear child, are you scared tonight? Your body is trembling Dear child, you are a tragic bride With a blemished mind Dear soul, I will take you To the very ends of the earth Dear soul I will break you The marble BREED is mine "Out - out are the lights - out all! And over each quivering form, The curtain, a funeral pall, Comes down with the rush of a storm, ..." Dear worm, are you strong enough? I will defy you Dear worm, I will rise up high From the glowing embers "...And the angels, all pallid and wan, Uprising, unveiling, affirm That the play is the tragedy, "Man", And its hero the conqueror Worm". 9. SeeTheTruth I am the fire of the earth The inner stream of burning blood A grain of sand - the fastest stone I am the fertile soil below I am dreadful like a violent gale And gentle like a summer breeze I am the changing, rushing tide The tears you try to hide You longed for me in deepest seas On mountains high But still you cannot... You longed for me inside the earth Beyond the moon And still you cannot... (But) I see the truth I can see, I see right through you I am the sun - promising life The blue and hopeful morn I am the waning moon above Cold shadow of the night Your MANIA, your greed, your anger, your conquest Your hate and your needs - I will have none 10. T.O O.UR D.Enial The art of losing is not hard to learn To lose, forget, and leave behind Forget one moment, never to return Surreptitiously declined. The first cut is the deepest, so they say, The anger of an anxious mind Once acquainted with this constant loss It leaves you without clues behind I lost the reason, lost the thought, lost the sense it almost got forgot the reason why to yearn; accepting to unlearn. Down, down we glide Downgrade our inner pride Down, down the spiral To our denial... A million memories quietly steal away Without us knowing they are gone All they leave us is a BLEARY sense That something totally went wrong 11. Fade To Grey 12. 51.51.51. (Outro)