Detonation An Epic Defiance 1. The Dawning 2. An Epic Defiance Averting the plague I shall repent injustice For whom may ever retake my place I shall be forever. Prodigies of valour I see Forever an epic defiance. Revenge on those who command Witness a setting of a burnt land Eternally doomed in frustration Fire in the eyes of my creation. The blood-drenched window I laugh at Feeds off my decay, rot! I spent my days looking at death Dying to gather sanity, needing no sympathy. Prodigies of valour I see Forever an epic defiance. A soul with never-ending pain A shadow of a lifeless form banished from sight Left alone to decay, torn apart As blood turns black. Eager to taste Consume to survive As night devours its prey. Prodigies of valour I see Forever an epic defiance. 3. The Prophecy Unfolds I have foreseen the conspiracy of the next confrontation Decapitated bodies, abandoned lives But yet not all is what it seems The prophecy unfolds. Our time will come The prophecy unfolds Shapeless being, filled with lies Your presence is creating blood-shaped skies. Defeated on our own ground As if filthy slime always darkened our lives There's still no solution found But to tolerate and await the prophecy. "Pay for your share in this crime You shall repent, when the first light regains its strength" Be gone! Do I deserve to be distracted? Be gone! I am not yet on my knees. Behold my becoming Leave with nothing, suffer from shame Behold my becoming Admit your failure and leave no stain. 4. Sword-carved Skin Somewhere I'll find the truth Though I doubt, I wonder Is there a truth to be found? Where lies the soul of my being The purpose of my presence. The theme that haunts me Carved with a knife On to my feeble skin. Several years before Negative pulse arisen from shore All my sense appeared gone Yet reason came back to me Sword-carved skin! Like a storm, it made me forget But still I remember. Nothing can drive this pain away Though I doubt, I wonder Is there are a truth to be found? The days grow in sorrow As the blood soaks the ground. The theme that haunts me Carved with a knife On to my feeble skin. "I feel the powers coming back Closed wounds start bleeding again The earth below my feet Urging me to take command Of this pathetic form of growth We call life..." I do not fear them Though ignorance can be mistaken for I only fear myself Apparently I should. 5. Forever Buried Pain Into a new state of presence My body thrown away Earth and flesh collide As blood goes down and let wounds reborn, never to be closed again. Lost inside Forever buried pain Cast aside Facing, bleeding, shame. I dream of reaping through your soul Slit your fucking throat while you're not aware Submit your life, deserve the pain Suffer the flames, they'll fade, they'll fade! Into a new state of presence My body thrown away Earth and flesh collide As blood goes down and let wounds reborn, never to be closed again. Lost Inside Forever buried pain Cast aside Facing my bleeding shame. 6. Crawling Through Vile Crawling through spaces oh so vile Screaming out suffocated air A cave from which escape is divine Where sanity is left behind. Flames roaring through a clouded sea Beyond the reach of light Dissolving... I am beyond a state of life. Crawling through spaces oh so vile through the corridors of time this place from which escape is divine will night and day entwine? Fear not! For your soul I see Fear not! For the demons you lost are with me. Fear in your eyes, I see not! As I recall the dismay in which you dwell Knowing I'm cast away Denying the spirit of a light that soon will fade. Flames roaring through a clouded sea Beyond the reach of light Dissolving... I am beyond a state of life For many years, I've been waiting for this pain Dissolving... 7. The Collision Of Despair Despair! With every attempt you make It grows back, twice the strength. Despair... an arrow, shot through the soul Challenging thoughts, whether to bleed, or to restore itself. With every attempt you make It grows back, twice the strength. Despair, expanding itself beyond belief Divided minds collide with senseless grief. Divided into different states of despair Reclaiming what belongs to be Though light shall be taken away among the ones that strive to see. Despair, expanding itself beyond belief Divided minds collide with senseless grief. Can I leave this place behind? As once before... in terms of fear. The collision of despair! 8. Deserving Death You are all that is disgusting and filthy of this world The bastard son of a whore who led a thousand maniacs to her womb. To her womb! To her womb... I rid myself of the sewer swine and all that lies beneath I rid myself of death which is far too lenient a task for thou thus deserving... Deserving death! I rid myself of the sewer swine and all that lies beneath I rid myself of death which is far too lenient a task for thou thus deserving... Deserving death! 9. Voices Beyond Reason Blinded by the withered thoughts of lust I shatter a dream that left me no longing to trust. What it is, is an ocean frozen in time What it feels like are hours that are not mine. When I tried I could not brake it For the life I lived I could not take it The dead man within me took over my realm I walk into another life that feels like hell For disease, the one that forged my blood, the one that shaped my soul Can you recall the summoning of angels. Blinded by the withered thoughts of lust I shatter a dream that left me no longing to trust. Voices beyond reason Gather around me every day. As paradise crumbles into infinity The rest of my life has left me to betray. Blinded by the withered thoughts of lust I shatter the dream that left me no longing to trust. I wither away, to be left alone For disease, the one that forged my blood The one that shaped my soul Can you recall the summoning of angels like an ocean frozen in time... 10. Lost Euphoria Part II 11. The Last Of My Commands Drawn into another night Forced to submit to the presence of time Take me out of this paranoia A still betrayal feasting on the silence that I create This is my life, were no one follows Sight of a dead stare, cold, hollow. Surpassing my fierce being Drawn back my will to succeed. Behold and beware! The wrath of time Which no one has noticed And no one has seen before Take me out of this paranoia A still betrayal feasting on the silence that I create. "Claimed to be a meaningless cause Nothing takes more from a soul But there is nothing more to lose And nothing less I will give in" Nothing lasts forever, my soul left to die alone With a sickness that I have spawn The dying of our world, a follower to sea. 12. Starve The fear of losing an oblivious past I would die alone, feeling that it cost me so much My dreams and hopes are taken away I see no light within the soul that used to light up my day. The hopes and dreams, the counts I missed You left me with no reason to cry, as I vanish. My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up. My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up high! In a constant state of being I am not I starve, my life taken away from me, I wither My shadow is one you do not see I abstract myself from my life. I want to change but I shall not I poisoned myself for too long with you As I murder the world I defile myself. Starve! My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up. My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up high! The love I felt for so many years Has died in an ocean of tears I see the light of a new day come forth As I hold my head up high, I will starve!