Mortiis The Great Deceiver 1. The Great Leap No! No! No! You tricked me you fucker You screwed me you fucker You killed me you fucker You reject the love You inject the hate You infect the sore Oh, it's far too late I defect the pain It's always the same Would you do it again? Yes you did it again No! No! No! You tricked me you fucker You screwed me you fucker You killed me you fucker This is the great leap This is the great leap This is the great leap This is the great leap No! No! No! You tricked me you fucker You screwed me you fucker You killed me you fucker This is the great leap This is the great leap This is the great leap This is the great leap No! No! No! You tricked me you fucker You screwed me you fucker You killed me you fucker No! No! No! You tricked me you fucker You screwed me you fucker You killed me you fucker No! 2. The Ugly Truth I wanna take it all away I need to pillage loot and rape I want everything you own Just because I do I can never get enough I need to rape and violate Just to prove that I'm a man I'm a pig and I want you I need to rape and kill that stuff I need to desecrate I need to subdue The air you breathe I'll take that too 'Cause I'm a pig and I want you I make you work I make you sweat Just to prove that I'm a man I bleed you dry so I can live The king of thievery breaks his back on the wheel of misery I spit and scream at you and yours I live to beat this dying horse Resent contempt repent dissent The sin within the waste debased I built my life on a fucked up lie One foot in the grave and you wonder why? I'm a pig and I want you I need to rape and kill that stuff I need to desecrate I need to subdue The air you breathe I'll take that too 'Cause I'm a pig and I want you I make you work I make you sweat Just to prove that I'm a man I bleed you dry so I can live Writhe and slithe with kit and kin your poisoned body reeks of sin I make you work I make you sweat Just to prove that I'm a man I bleed you dry so I can live The king of thievery breaks his back on the wheel of misery 3. Doppelganger I am the only one you can really trust I was never part of what you conceived I never ever shared what you believed I never cared for anything you did I don't give a fuck about what you think you need I am the only one you can really Trust to never care Trust to never share The things you have to fear The shit you had to hear Trust to look away Trust to never stay To help you through the day To keep them dogs at bay I don't wanna be a part of your so called plan I don't wanna waste myself all in vain I don't wanna fight but I have to take a stand I don't think you'll ever change you'll stay the same I am the only one you can really Trust to never care Trust to never share The things you have to fear The shit you had to hear Trust to look away Trust to never stay To help you through the day To keep them dogs at bay I was never part of what you conceived I never ever shared what you believed I never cared for anything you did I don't give a fuck about what you think you need I am the only one you can really Trust to never care Trust to never share The things you have to fear The shit you had to hear Trust to look away Trust to never stay To help you through the day To keep them dogs at bay 4. Demons Are Back I got you down I got you good I killed you dead I got you out of my head I'm burning up inside the demons are back I'm burning up inside the demons are back I am your fire your every desire I'm serpentine I'm your violent dream I'm burning up inside the demons are back I'm burning up inside the demons are back I'm burning up inside with this animosity All the shit I try to hide so raked with hostility I'm burning up inside the demons are back I'm burning up inside the demons are back Don't call me nothing Nothing means nothing to me Don't call your demons Your demons mean nothing to me I walked in darkness Your darkness means nothing to me Don't call your army Your bullets they cannot hurt me 5. Hard To Believe Maybe I was wrong Maybe I was right Maybe it was anger Maybe it was me How could this have been so different? How could this be undone? But it feels so insistent I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know The fights and the lies the deceit I despise Was it true was it you I can't feel was it real? How low can you sink how sick of the stink Your mind is a tar pit and I get stuck in it Used to be a king not a thing Until I looked at my soul in a hole And saw a life made of filth and some guilt And then I knew it was true I have to thank you. Thank you It's hard to believe it's hard to believe I'm still here It's hard to believe it's hard to believe at all It's hard to believe it's hard to believe I'm still here It's hard to believe it's hard to believe at all Should I swallow it all? Pretend it was all a bad dream? Or have I been so small I missed something in between? The fights and the lies the deceit I despise Was it true was it you I can't feel was it real? How low can you sink how sick of the stink Your mind is a tar pit and I get stuck in it Used to be a king not a thing Until I looked at my soul in a hole And saw a life made of filth and some guilt And then I knew it was true I have to thank you. Thank you It's hard to believe it's hard to believe I'm still here It's hard to believe it's hard to believe at all It's hard to believe it's hard to believe I'm still here It's hard to believe it's hard to believe at all 6. Road To Ruin Everyone is moving on moving on moving on Looks like my only chance has come and gone I am frozen in time This alien disguise These crumbling lies of mine Are written in your eyes I wish that I could choose a warmer heart I wish that I could get a second start Everyone listen they listen to me fail I don't know the right words and my voice is so damn frail I am frozen in time This alien disguise These crumbling lies of mine Are written in your eyes I wish that I could choose a warmer heart I wish that I could get a second start Feeble needy that's how you see me Feed me breed me that's how you get me Taunt me taint me that's how you kill me See me hear me now you're with me Dust it off rise above Ignore the hurt it will be gone Nothing's gonna stop me on my road to ruin Nothing's gonna stop me on my way to hell (My only friend has many a name My truest friend will always remain My oldest friend your name is pain This is the end this is my change) 7. Bleed Like You As I descend into what is left of me I have to fix up my soul so I can learn to see The more I bleed I never led like you The more you bleed you never bled like me But the more I change the more I stay the same I need to cut these ties I need to bleed these lies I wanna hurt myself just to remind me Where I used to be where you've always been The more I bleed I never led like you The more you bleed you never bled like me But the more I change the more I stay the same I need to cut these ties I need to bleed these lies I wanna hurt myself so I can bleed like you I left your shit behind you're stuck I made it through The more I bleed I never led like you The more you bleed you never bled like me But the more I change the more I stay the same I need to cut these ties I need to bleed these lies I never bleed like you I never bled like you I never bleed like you I never bled like you 8. Scalding The Burnt Master stares with his only eye Master shouts but he cannot cry Tries to bite but he has no teeth Sucking it up like a human leech Master sits like a glutton at the feast Master feeds inside the belly of the beast I'm not you I know this I'd rather drink to death on your finest piss For the sake of who I thought you were For the sake of the illusion that you are God has such a pretty charisma God is such an attractive enigma No I'll never understand So this is your gain? No sedation known to man Could ever numb this pain We're stealing the earned We're scalding the burnt We scream at the crying We're killing the dying Master stares with his only eye Master shouts but he cannot cry Tries to bite but he has no teeth Sucking it up like a human leech Master sits like a glutton at the feast Master feeds inside the belly of the beast I'm not you I know this I'd rather drink to death on your finest piss We're stealing the earned We're scalding the burnt We scream at the crying We're killing the dying I hate us I hate us I hate us I hate us 9. The Shining Lamp Of God I'll say anything I think you wanna hear me say I think everything I feel is true so long as I reach through All these years with nothing to say I said it anyway I'll do anything I think you might want me to do I think everything I do is true as long as I reach through How can someone be so lost show me out I'll pay the cost I need a cane I need a rod I need the shining lamp of god How can someone feel so much why am I so out of touch I need a cane I need a rod I need the shining lamp of god Oh you wanna taste it all but where will you be when I fall? Oh you think you're something new but I know you oh I know you Where does all this pain come from? I look around to blame someone You'll be here with everyone but will you be here when they've gone? All you do is fake the game and I hate you and I hate you How can someone be so lost show me out I'll pay the cost I need a cane I need a rod I need the shining lamp of god How can someone feel so much why am I so out of touch I need a cane I need a rod I need the shining lamp of god How can someone be so lost show me out I'll pay the cost I need a cane I need a rod I need the shining lamp of god How can someone feel so much why am I so out of touch I need a cane I need a rod I need the shining lamp of god 10. Sins Of Mine Here they come the sins I don't know how to erase All the empty faces in all the big empty spaces From below they come they drift and they climb It must have been quite a crime all these sins of mine My sensed dulled my memories are vague But all this doubting stage was it all a big mistake? Was it all a big mistake? Here it comes again that old feeling of defeat It's an enemy I don't wanna meet surrender never felt so sweet Oh no here it comes again that old bitter friend The undeniable resent I never said the things I meant Here I am all alone here I stand on my own Who wants to throw the first stone? Was it all a big mistake? But in the end who really gives a fuck if it was me or you We're dead anyhow we're dead anyhow we're dead anyhow You and I are through 11. Feed The Greed I resist but you insist a blow of the hammer and I'm back in the slammer Get down on your knees! You can't kill me I'm already dead Get down on your knees! You can't kill me did you hear what I said Still I resist oh now he's pissed someone stole his whip and it's sorely missed Feed the greed and the need To own and patronize us Like some power crazy Jesus Oh he wants to harm me from the back of his army Stinking little cunt now he's in for the hunt Get down on your knees! You can't kill me I'm already dead Get down on your knees! You can't kill me did you hear what I said He thinks I'm so dumb won't let me suck on the crumb Oh he's got his high on get ready for the fuckathon Feed the greed and the need To own and patronize us Like some power crazy Jesus 12. Too Little Too Late I'm in too deep I've been in too long I'm out of my league now 'Cause it's just too fucking strong I'm in above my head I'm in above my faith I'm in above my head now I'm in above my faith I think it's too late now But it was never too soon I think it's time to believe now This space belongs to you yeah you Too little too late No sleep too deep Too little too late I'm in too deep I'm in too deep Who made you god anyway? When did I ask you to Tell me what to do and tell me what to say? Man I never trusted you It's out of my hands now I just don't have the grip I guess we could hold on somehow Or we could just let it slip I think it's too late now But it was never too soon I think it's time to believe now This space belongs to you yeah you Too little too late No sleep too deep Too little too late I'm in too deep I'm in too deep