Officium Triste Immersed 1. Repent Staring at the ceiling with dying eyes Morphine recieving most of the pain Still it hurts I have to cry Thinking of my life and all its stains I hope I can walk onto the pearly gates God granting me salvation I have to reconcile with a long lost faith Don't want to die in a state of desolation Please God forgive me for my sins Longing for redemption before the afterlife begins I regret all wrongdoings from my past A clear conscience is all I ask My life's been miserable, others I gave hell This illnes seems to be my punishment I don't wish for a disgaceful farewell I repent my past and want a shameless end Forgive me Father for I have sinned I have no clue where to begin Overwhelmed by the situation I am in At my wits end, I'm almost floored I'm sorry I have never confessed before Please help me before I close life's door 2. Bittersweet Memories Mixed feelings about what we had and what could have been Never thought there would come a time you would leave Thinking back I probably was too blind to see You were daceptive with tricks up your sleeve Things were all fine or so it seemed Your fake stories made my heart bleed You could have been honest and tell me we were done That would be something I could overcome You decided to follow a different path By telling lies that gave me fellings of wrath You would rather spent time with some other With being honest you couldn't be bothered Leaving notes that said you would end it all That really hurt and made me feel appalled I took it hard 'cause I still had feelings In the end that took a lot of healing In hindsight I'm glad life took this turn I would have given love you couldn't return Looking back there were times of joy Those memories I don't want to destroy I hope you're content the way you are I'm glad we parted without fighting a war It's all over now, we're part of history All that's left, bittersweet memories Mixed feelings about what we had and what could have been Never thought there would come a time you would leave Thinking back I probably was too blind to see Your deception is my bittersweet memory