Elegeion The Last Moment 1. The Last Moment I know that I fucked up I'm sorry You should know the truth I used all My life up Thinking how To end all this pain If I had one more chance I would do it again But I'd be here to stay I wouldn't give it away I would've put down the knife I wouldn't drain out my life In this death I can see Just how much you mean to me. The last moment of life I know I don't want to die But now it's too late for me In death I finally see goodbye... Things went well that night I said something right You saw the best in me A view I could not see Then that fateful night The pain I could not hide I had to be set free From this life's misery 2. Scars Every time I see, my eyes, in my reflection... I can't help but be disappointed, at who I am... And everytime I feel, my skin, breaking on metal... It helps me be quiet, and quiet's where I need to be... Scars on my skin... Scars on my heart... Scars on my soul... Reminding me of myself... Scars on my skin... Scars on my heart... Scars on my soul... Reminding me of myself... And if I let you in, You'll tear me apart... Every time I feel alone, and left forgotten, I have to believe in something... like angels, to breathe... And every time I see, my pain, beating in rythym... I need to be silenced, In silence where I hide my fear... Scars on my skin... Scars on my heart... Scars on my soul... Reminding me of myself... Scars on my skin... Scars on my heart... Scars on my soul... Reminding me of myself... And if I let you in, You'll tear me apart... So just hold me, wrap me in your arms, don't let me fall again... teach me, so I don't have to learn anything more from you... Isn't my pain good enough for faith, in you? Isn't my pain good enough for faith, in you? So just hold me, wrap me in your arms, don't let me fall again... teach me, so I don't have to learn anything more from you... Isn't my pain good enough for faith, in you? Isn't my pain good enough for faith, in you? 3. Solitude How many deaths must I endure Before I see the light? Always awakening in darkness Where hope's a diminishing light ...where's the light? In my heart no time exists Yet to my skin, age still persists Even when cold and still I lie, My love for you shall never die The days I weather The nights I cry I'd rather hope forever Than live a lie... I'd rather hope forever Than live a... lie! I'd never feel a flame Nor see a light That burned as warm Or shone as bright, as you I've all I never wanted And nothing of what I do All I want is happiness All I want is you. 4. Taste Tempted by your taste I knew that from the first time I met you I can't be the force you need When you're broken down How come I always reach And yet I fall behind you? I guess I'm Falling again Silently dreams, lord knows the sacrifice Silently screams lord, I know the sacrifice Waking after sleep In peace I find no interest in knowing Where I am inside your heart So just hold me down How come I always reach And yet I fall behind you? I guess I'm Falling again Silently dreams, lord knows the sacrifice Silently screams lord, I know the sacrifice I made, I've made Innocence is lost To tear apart is to be inside you Wasted by the course you lead Why not break it down? How come I always reach And yet fall behind you? I guess I'm Falling again 5. Heaven's Torment When I found you, you were innocent Hiding in the wounds Heaven though you were an angel Desperately concerned How did you know you weren't the one for me? It's my choice to be alone now Sick inside How can I turn away With every tear that you offer? How can I let you go? When I need you to Lie with me Cry with me Die with me Stay with me Dream with me Confide in me Bleed with me Confused in silence, innocent Holding onto the inside Of the wound Heaven left me to my torment Sent to die When you're waiting, I'm nothing But an empty prayer How can I turn away With every tear that you offer? How can I let you go? When I need you to Lie with me Cry with me Die with me Stay with me Dream with me Confide in me Bleed with me 6. Wallow I never thought I was never taught I could not see This empty vessel I call me And now I know him I realize, I can't control him So let me be To wallow in my own sick, depraved misery 7. Confusion How could I ever let you go? - Come back to me How was I ever meant to know? - In my arms Since then my life has gone so slow - I need more I need and end to all this woe - Want you back I think you're all that you cared for me - Go far from here When things were good, you closed your doors - Don't come back Now that I'm gone, you need me more - Stay away And now it's you I will ignore - I've lost you Speech Light only makes shadow Is only for hearing Do you understand? Words Night is all I know I do not know I don't understand Blood Hope is born out of struggle Is only for bleeding Can you read my mind? Endure Endure and then you go And then you go Tell me what I know