Callenish Circle Lovelorn (demo) 1. Slough Of Despond [Lyrics: A. Beckers, R. Tyssen] In silence I am wandering Can't avoid the screaming words I try to make up my mind All this thinking makes me blind No control in my mind. [Chorus:] And I open my eyes Don't know what to do I'm waiting for answers But they are all untrue There is a never ending pain Slowly tearing me apart Never ending insanity Your darkness makes it hard [Solo J.E.] [Chorus:] And I open my eyes Don't know what to do I'm waiting for answers But they are all untrue There is a never ending pain Slowly tearing me apart Never ending insanity Your darkness makes it hard In silence I was wandering Couldn't avoid the screaming words I tried to make up my mind All this thinking made me blind The reason for my suicide. 2. Disguised Ignorance [Lyrics: R. Tyssen] Lifting my eyes I feel the hatred coming out Reality is scaring the hell out of me Cruelty of people who believe in their own destiny Compulsion of your soul into deceitful confidence [Chorus:] Power abuse for their own welfare With the evil intent they hide their own thoughts A crystal illumination Is what the prophet foretold With a visual revelation Of their disguised ignorance What do they receive for wasting their lives Illuminating answers to the questions which arise Nobody knows what cooperation is about Why are they so mentally blind [Chorus:] Power abuse for their own welfare With the evil intent they hide their own thoughts A crystal illumination Is what the prophet foretold With a visual revelation Of their disguised ignorance [Solo R.C] Inconsistent regulations Creating forced obligations Exploiting harmless followers Causing a worldwide genocide [Chorus:] Power abuse for their own welfare With the evil intent they hide their own thoughts A crystal illumination Is what the prophet foretold With a visual revelation Of their disguised ignorance [Solo J.E] 3. Change Of Seasons [Instrumental] 4. Lovelorn [Lyrics: A. Beckers, R. Tyssen] Her last hour has come to past Together we whisper her last I'm trying to hide the tears Created by my own fears Now it's time to let her go Time to relieve my soul [Chorus:] Holding her hand Thought she would understand Whishing that she could stay with me So much to say Now that she's on her way Starting her unknown journey Holding her hand She's slipping through like sand Wishing that she would stay with me Together as one The time for her has come As she's turning her eyes away I wish I could guide her Lead her over all these lonely paths Her time has come I see you relieved It makes me sad. [Chorus:] Holding her hand Thought she would understand Whishing that she could stay with me So much to say Now that she's on her way Starting her unknown journey Our separation is now complete Why did she leave me so alone Now that she's gone Her love disappeared I'm feeling cold 5. Shadows The dawn has reached the sky What does the darkness trying to hide Shadows overrun the sunlight Nocturnal violence took it's price [Solo J.E.] Diabolic evil minds They rule atrocious bestial crowds Ideas seem to fade away As their presence is shown by howls The dawn has reached the sky. Shadows overrun the sunlight. Confusion - Don't let the shadows rule your life Existence - Hold up the sun and humanize Eyes betray their parlous lies Their purpose should be known by now [Solo J.E.] Anxiety for improvements Crying to neglect their appearance Forced into seclusion Secrecy has forced your breakdown The dawn has reached the sky. Shadows overrun the sunlight. In the darkness you fear your life When the shadows appear into your mind Your dreams seem to turn into dust The desire you feel deep inside