Benediction Organised Chaos 1. Suicide Rebellion Scale the walls of hopelessness Lungs breath blackened tar Abusive instinct takes control No more hope left under darkened star Staring down a bottomless pit No escape, no way out The only way through is down Cannot speak, cannot move Inarticulate, we drown Failure's asexual breed Life of swine become disease Better and twisted inside Worship my god of fear Face the facts, everything dies in the end Always brave on the outside Smiling in the face of despair Blood courses through constricted veins Silent screams, gasping for air Burning blade enters prepared skin Crimson life flows from within Welcoming releasing blood Rivers deep to the desperate sea Flow... Yet choices made are not reversed Persistence in the face of nothingness Courage to endure despair Survive, revenge, redress Floods of blood wash nothing clean Begin within on the path to redeem Locking back at a beleaguered past Something inside changed So much time ahead So much that can be done Speaking words in unknown tongues Presaging armageddon's son Pressure building up inside Something has no give Vanquish all fear, nowhere to hide Become the master, choose to live I choose to damn well live! Never more to be trodden down Before noone to kneel Heart, once frozen, trapped in ice Now boiling molten steel! Highest self to vindicate All cause of doubt to eradicate Seize control, force mental state Seconds counting down to detonate Return to those who would oppress The way of advance lies through regress Old enemies made to feel violent caress Pay it all back with interest At last, it seems, a return to peace Destructive urges finally cease There's still anger, but now it's part of me I'll never die so easily! 2. Stigmata They will bear my mark I can not be stopped This mission sent from god To teach these poor lost souls to die There a moment of stillness before the attack Silence surrounds and invades me I have had vision, men covered in blood Stigmata – their hands and feet bleed A terrifying sight, but my heart is galvanized The will of the Lord becomes clear In her panic stricken, pleading eyes Please don't cry, child, it can't be helped I do this because I must You blood will cleanse the souls of mankind And your body cleans me of my lust This quivering child An image of the holiest ghost Inebriated with pain She's bleeding to death You cannot save yourself Salvation comes through me This is for your own good Now stop crying, just bleed... A Korda's Benediction By the Father's grace Abyssus abyssum invocat Hell calls hells disgrace Forgive us father, for we are sin Though I strive to repent As a blood soaked angel she is hung Semen, god and skin Screaming in the bloodied sea Fathomless, so deep Travestied crucifixion Tainted by impure hands... Stigmata, mark of god Innocence corrupted Paranoid, the drugged mind Absolution inflicted Stigmata, mark of god Killing, salvation The final sacrament Ot is only in death we are saved 3. Suffering Feeds Me Deep in the darkest mental recess There dwelt a force within the abscess That you called fear You were never alone One final victim's dying dreams An ecstasy of filth and screams Emancipated nightmares On a bloodied floor of dead prayers In the walls you've built around your feeble mind I'll sleep through the cracks Think of me as something you can control But not predict the backlash Suppressed inside, pent up terror mounts You created me Ghastly automaton exacerbates your plight Your suffering feeds me! Now we, we are become the force The denotative urge Irrepressible the slayers revolt O how this worms have turned Forever repressed, imprisoned for being born Antimony incarnate The bastard, prodigal son returns Bearing gifts to decimate No more the false enlightenment Only your death Revealed Blood seeking redress You cry out all you like There's noone to care Rotting in a prison that you built from lies Revisiting your crimes at source With not a shred of regret You brought this torture upon yourself Suffering pain begets Inflict no more, you wretched fool Your time is it an end Divinity a forsaken dream A rubicon you'll never transcend 4. Diary Of A Killer (Fuck Them All) Maybe it's been just one of those days When I've had about as much as I can take I've tried so hard, tried so hard to be good But the world just threw it back in my face Pick yourself up, dust yourself off Lust in time for the next kick in the teeth And I find one tiny bit of release They'll try to cure me, like I'm some kind of fucking disease Slammed by the wrecking ball once again I'm driven into the concrete I'm getting used to the taste of dust But I'm still standing on my own two feet This time I'll show them all I'll loose it all in drink and drugs Just to ease a little bit of the pain You dissapprove but I don't give a fuck Sometimes I got to escape or I'll go insane They've kicked me like a scolded dog And all I ever did was laugh Told me a thousand times to bow But I'll bow to none, they should know by now I'll bow... I'll bow to none I'm tired of crawling over broken glass Tired of choking on my teeth This time I'll take matters into my own hands Nothing will ever break me again Nothing This time I'll show them all (So fuck them, fuck them all) They'll never break us, we'll never conform (So fuck them, fuck them all) Never chain us with their fucked up laws (So fuck them, fuck them all) I am too proud, you'll never see me crawl (So fuck them, fuck them all) Destroy the lies, their pride will fall There's a million whores in ivory towers And I'll fuck every one some day I'll kill again and again Better to burn out than fade away You'll never fade away 5. Temple Of Set Temple of Set Exorcise inadequacy Depravity disrepair Alleviate unthinking plight Ontologically unfair Dualistic minds In a twisted reality Flesh and senses reunite Monodichronic consanity Existence is confinement Borders to be cast down The coward's laws lie raped A butchered priest lies phone Betrayer, know that we'll respect No laws but our fucking own Rusted edifice Neolithic dreamtime's end Seize the source Salvation's divident Reap the beheld Reborn through force of will We're witnessing the end of time In the temple of Set Converge within the primacy Contiguity once more The disparate remade a whole Elimination flawed Carnal desire rules Lust for flesh dominates Only flesh dominates All barriers overruled We are one Committed to no supine god State of permanent confusion Come join the bacchanalian feast Orgiastic, all pleasures perversely released No law to deny us our lust All that which was divine Blasted into dust! In the temple of Set 6. Nothing On The Inside There is nothing on the inside A well of emptiness and pain So totally alone he waits The rabid dog will have it's day Revenge is sweet Retribution bought with a gun Despised and reviled Rejection relived within The beast of hatred born inside Distorted, disfigured hero's scream Shattering the silence Never surrender, never peace Source bought with blood Silence the screams with a hail of lead Vent aggression on the young and pure There's so alive, but soon to be no more Burn loving home to ashen shell Teach the world to know his hell No more question, no more rules or cause Pathetic crying ends Wallowing in misery Stalk the streets of youth Forbidden memories of soul starvation Blast away familiar sights Erase the sleeping past Control Cannot stem the angry tide Crushed by hatred's weight There's sorrow for those who have died Random lives to obviate Revenge is sweet Retribution bought with a gun Solace bought with blood Silence the screams with a hail of lead Bullet enters mindless brain You die as you deserve Pathetic fuck on a pool of blood Expires alone in despair You'll see the world will have it's revenge Fate's blackened smile A world of pain to balance the scales For you who's walked anarchy's mile 7. Easy Way To Die You'll get a taste of the forbidden fruit Of what I have to give Temptation can be so sweet To feel what it's like to truly live All the depravity All the crime and sin But when it's over you'll be begging me To push the needle in Drift away, float from the world Noone really cares Pleasure/pain, there's just no divide Beyond the limits of the human mind Just one more time, it's really making sense Ruinous, yet so immense Dreaming as you gasp for air Fall away from a life of care Sink into a lifeless state The greatest high to recreate There's poison flowing through your veins Some choices when they've made can't be erased Try to forget yourself And so shall the world The sweetest pain is no divine Perception's depth in slow decline Take the hit, get the high Take the easy way to die All the depravity All the crime and sin But when it's over you'll be begging me To push the needle in 8. Don't Look In The Mirror There's an animal inside of you (don't look in the mirror) Banish it from your mind (the face in the mirror) Execrate the willing state (don't look in the mirror) Desecrate the pure of fate You think you're safe – you cannot hide Deep within – see what's inside Disfunctional civility Ultraviolent dream... So polite, so fair to all You've just so fucked up Withered and smail Doff the hat, play the game While all the time you're playing just for your own gain Aggressive creature, you're not so divine Open your heart to the killer inside Lex Talionis inside you keep Laughing as your enemies weep Laughing as your enemies weep Eyes for eyes and teeth for teeth Revealing in what lies beneath Savagery the real law Give as good as you get Settle the score You think you're safe – you cannot hide Deep within – see what's inside Disfunctional civility Ultraviolent dream... Smiling as your enemies scream Hide your face from the mirror, avoid the truth But you can never hide from the beast inside of you You want to feel disgust But deep within it's truly lust Give in to the animal revealed And to the beast inside you yield! 9. The Graveyard Earth Since the dawn of time the clock's been ticking Ultimately flawed, man could never survive An unhealing wound in the side of the earth A rotten canker that assumes it's divine There's no divinity in man, just flesh and blood When you die you do nothing but rot The blind path leads onward to extinction Genetic time bomb detonates – armageddon This graveyard earth, disaster waiting to happen A brave new world, with no more need for guilt Freedom at last, break the chains of oppression No meaning in the end, so do as thou wilt 2000 years of slavery The time has come, revolution's at hand A storm of fire, that will ignite the earth My will's my own, not some god's to command! I am my own god! So now we reclaim what is rightfully ours All gods be damned, nothing stands in our path Liberated, eyes open wide we are No more a race of fools, we are but flesh for the worms A war continues in the name of destruction No quarter ever given, no quarter allowed Compromise a word with no meaning for us In the cries of the enemy let justice be found And so we stand in the light of a new dawn Nuclear fires scorching the horizon The time ahead become a time of rebirth To recreate man in the image of man Fuck you all, you won't make me believe Your foolish prophecies only good to deceive I'll kill myself before you make me agree With a single fucking word you say... You'll never make me believe! Never... 10. Charon There's a price we all pay to Charon A price we pay for the ride You're damned if you do, damned if you don't Nothing remains but emaciated pride The urge for self destruction Again drags you into the pit Bristling with agony once more A voice deep inside your head screams “FUCK IT!” Spiralling annihilation Descent into the abyss A boiling, blackened violence and hatred Some fucker's gonna pay for this! A victimless crime of passion Or rape of mind and soul Or the bastard even destroys himself Violence and drugs to fill the aching hole The aching hole Consume to liberate Pour liquid fire on the pain Years of frustration finally went A hate so strong it's driven me insane Anyone could be the target And I've got time to kill... How far salvation seems from me now One last laugh at anyone who can feel 11. I Am The Disease In a world of noones I'll be the freak Turn and hide from the mask you see Misshapen face of fear I will be your obscenity I will be the depraved I will be your deepest fear That lights the dark that you so crave Created in honnor, in honnor to live Invisible, terror descends The deepest fear come true One false move and you know you'll fall The abyss of nightmares gapes below you Hideous to look upon A deformed face, a bastard son A pantomime, a colourful tale Yet in this theatre, no beauty prevails How could they do this to me? My Lord, he never cared Screaming for help and I was not saved Tried to trust but I found despair They have despised me since the day I was born Reviled by truth, their minds too small Tearing open blinded sightless eyes Only death is real – the true demise Unquenchable thirst never slaked Set loose the storm within me It rages on I'll obliterate all you doubters With my hammers of twisted truth Drive the nails deeper into your hands Feed the sickness, destroying you Vomit the beast upon the unsuspecting world Surprise on their faces is joy to behold Try to silence me, but killing me now won't work Eternal – heretics forever speak I am the disease I am that which rots inside Festering within There is no cure for my plague And though I die in vain I die with open eyes Take the grave this sight from me Sweet silence of the obscene Spectre of insanity looms Burning pain consumes me Vile hatred, the truth will out Heaving flesh, mine to create Unquenchable thirst never slaked Set loose the storm within me It rages on And it will rage forever more! 12. Organized Chaos Abstract anger, the hateful game Injecting drugs of chaos again A stand-up addict, I cannot control A seething mass, and it's all falling down Relative, isolated Some great truth unfound Cruelty, unhealthy obsession Nihilism screams – fuck the world! New breed! Where is the new breed? One more shot, a last cigarette... ...for tomorrow we die Existence as punishment Unspeakable, unthinkable belief So jack up and wither In your pretext vortex Maggot addict, on the floor again It is yours to undercome Mislocated, the place, the wrong time Sinews ripped by talons Filthy, broken, inadequate Feel the worms under your skin New breed... Here is your new breed of spite! Derision, I hear the laugh A worm is in your gust, writhing Effacing the face of disgust I have nothing to lose I will gave as I have received No second hand justice hare The shattered empire of the real Dystopic nightmare is born again Exorcise the demon Abandon all hope, ye who enter her Terrifying eyes, they see too much Alone, sweating, madness, fear An image of abject suffering Never to flourish, never to grow Toiling in the darkness Kneel and scrape in the dirt Articulate such misery Wretched feculent hole A tearstained smile, a glimmer of hope Crushed like all the rest New breed Where is the new breed...? Line-Up: Darren Brookes - Guitar Peter Rew - Guitar Neil Hutton - Drums Frank Healy - Bass Dave Hunt - Vocals