Deadlock The Re-Arrival 1. An Ocean's Monument We put the fear of God into this world We lost the war on the non-existent We fought the greed of men among the dead Altruistic, systematic. Down your love so I can drown, so I can drown my shame. Bring the drugs so I can numb, so I can numb my pain. You cried out the pain in words like plagues A serpentine monument for the lambs. O’Brother – What made us fall from grace? Destructive, systematic. An ocean Of broken glass. An ocean To drown the rats. Down your love so I can drown, so I can drown my shame. Bring the drugs so I can numb, so I can numb my pain. Drown your thoughts to let me dream, to let me dream again. And go with all the guilt and shame a thousand times – in vain. An ocean’s monument. An ocean’s monument. An ocean’s monument. An ocean’s monument. An ocean’s monument. An ocean’s monument. An ocean’s monument. An ocean’s monument. Down your love so I can drown, so I can drown my shame. Bring the drugs so I can numb, so I can numb my pain. Drown your thoughts to let me dream, to let me dream again. And go with all the guilt and shame a thousand times – in vain. 2. Code Of Honor do you remember all the innocent once were sacred do you remember the time we once all were heaven sent these darkened clouds have lead us here oh how I wish that I could die you faggot you ruined the code of honor you ruined the code of honor and now we have to live amongst the dead you ruined the code of honor no turning back do you remember all the beauty we once created do you remember the time our love seemed to have no end remove me from this deception mankind called emotion i have chosen my heaven while you create your own hell your city of liberty out of decay is just a dream i wish I could die 3. Earthlings thrown into your world son of a gun for sure the last man standing when the sun is gone thrown into your world upside-down i am the monster reaching out for your crown always - remember my words as you make your bed you must lie time to sleep, mankind - time to die i think, tomorrow for you just won't make it as I am the monster you created humanity's bastard sons - are you ready? humanity's bastard son ready to do what has to be done a funeral feast for all the deceased bring back beauty while your priests preach a life of decay a call to arms for the weak - today is the day let me free this world of all parasites now as I am the only one alive i thank your god, only once, for he created suicide when on earth - do as earthlings do when on earth - earthlings, shame on you 4. The Brave / Agony Applause i accept the agony applause brave as I am an insane dance at the brink of death in your circus of the obscene far away from my home, caged behind rusty bars beaten and mortified, you're shouting and cheering would forever fall silent you would be ashamed of clapping your hands dear spectators - I'm coming from the boondocks to your wilderness of mirrors pretending to be dangerous and unpredictable but look into my eyes and all you will see is frustration and fear disappointment about man creation's crowning glory but now it's time to go march us prisoners off may our agony entertain you 5. Dark Cell behind the doors of my dark cell i wounded my hands on these chains i've been locked for so long so please, come take me out a lifetime of pain cuts my body like razorblades oh, I have got some plans for you come, let me out and play i've got some plans for myself too i just want to live free give me just one good reason why should I believe? why does that way to heaven seem to be too far for me? what have I done to deserve this? how much pain can I take? why is that door to my cage always locked from the outside? oh, that chains, what a torture loosen them only if, only for a moment let that broken heart breathe the more time that passes the greater my suffering grows i drag myself forwards and around in a circle so come on, breathe my broken heart 6. Virus Jones it is simply not worth the price Dr. Jones and his temple of doom bow down to those maggots of epidemic epic delusions virus Jones on his last crusade now world come breastfeed my cravings your poisoned milk will breed my cancer i bow down to those maggots blasphemers preaching a viral god rags and ruin of what once was human every word reeks of failure whether they kill us now or tomorrow we all share that miserable sorrow it's me, Virus Jones - all left alone it's the darkest of all secrets - i give my life just to keep it oh, either stoned or ashamed and the world will not be blamed i will waste no time hoping while fear and sickness is beyond all bearing i'd rather bow down to those maggots while the stench of the wounded and hopeless leaves that bitter mark of misanthropy bow down let me at least praise my dream behind those lies their penchant on my misery was not plain to see 7. A New Era i see the ruins of wasted years - left behind to die i feel the silence closing in and I watch the stars collide let us dream and try to breathe though all life in us is dead memories – will I awake when I fall asleep? there are no more roads to run no one is there when you're falling down this is a new era tragedy strikes - suddenly – i don’t know how to escape this i don’t need no one to tell me who to be there are no more roads to run another pale hope for life is gone see my scars right here the most regrettable fear see my scars right here melted out of memories carved in ivory skin 8. We Shall All Bleed another heart, another life, just another test another murder, another lie, just another death and ours is to suffer - for you want always more and ours is to suffer - you kill all that we adore i don't need no master to command i am the law by myself paradise is falling down and you try to leave this goddamn town and your world is burning down like rats forsaking a sinking ship down to your knees and pray but we shall all bleed together eternally for this is the hell we the hell we all created another heart, another life, just another breath another place, another world, just another chance what kind of paradise are you creating here? what the fuck do you expect? with every lie you whisper to our ears a town underfed with love born up from pain 9. Renegade all I asked for was a smile to feel at least like one of your kind and I waited for a lifetime and will still wait for a while i guess I never felt so cold all I asked for was the truth while your lies punched like fists in my face and still I wait for just a statement but slowly frustration overwhelms me tear it down - never look back tear the world down - to regenerate i don't belong here - not at all refresh ethics - i am the renegade all I asked for was respect in a world without any self-esteem but still I wait for someone to wake me up and tell me it was just a dream but now the damage is done and the cuts are far too deep no more room for failure no longer I will wait i leave it all behind in chaos once I will build it back up stronger before the last buds of beauty degenerate i will have my say 10. Martyr To Science congratulations my little friends you have the chance to become a martyr to science a hungry man has no conscience and I badly hunger it's not the lust to kill or torture but what is your life worth, compared to millions swallow these pills - shoot me to fame while you meet your end that's one small step for you but could become a leap for mankind and who cares about some dead bugs on our verminous rotten planet once unimpressive - don't be afraid i will give your life a sense take the injections - martyr to science the a part of the progression - martyr to science while your tumor is pounding, it's just uniqueness you feel your death is our future, we are reinventing the wheel your little brains can just not comprehend it's all about business and not about commiseration immunizations already cure generations so come out of your cage it's time to take the final deathblow mankind needs money, research and control and all the non-human beings play a minor role transmitting our diseases to lovely and innocent beings watching them suffer is the most horrible idea but maybe perversion is the only cure for our plagues 11. Awakened By Sirens by the light of the moon dark thoughts rise up they haunt my dreams while the wind carries their voices and screams awakened by sirens, armed with the wrath of gods we ride the storm, may our rage defend creation awakened by sirens, armed with the wrath of gods we ride the storm, may our rage defend creation by the light of the moon dark thoughts rise up now we haunt your dreams while the wind carries our warcries under cover of darkness beneath the bleeding horizon your end's now justified 12. To Where The Skies Are Blue sun goes down once again while I sit here and feel the tears running down my cheeks no - I am not afraid of the dark but the darker it gets the more I realize that there is no one to depend on no one to believe in and so I wait to die here all alone like the daylight dies while it is fading away because nobody knows for sure that the sun will burn through that cold night once more so I pray for someone to come and make my life seem like it's still worth livin' it - so I pray for you to come but still the hardest things to say are the words that I mean the most come on angel, say that you love me and nothing in this world will ever scare me again take me to where the skies are blue 13. Htrae i never introduced myself i am the opposite of all you ever longed for you will call me the widow maker before you get even married today is the day where all your dreams will be buried buried deep under wretched lies where nobody cares, nobody will hear your cries i love to watch you cry, may your tears never dry forgiveness denied my lust can never be satisfied today is my day and you can be my witness beauty turns to pain while we dance in the acid rain horror to whom horror is due let's kill your mother earth and turn the world to and orphanage horror to whom horror is due leave the dirt where dirt belongs and this dirty world belongs to you, dirt bag the best to happen this century fake light turns into definite obscurity Dirt bag, dirt bag you saw trees of green red roses too but now they're gone for me and you and I think to myself you dig your own grave and I think to myself what a horrible place that lovely success will be based on your disgrace this world is mine for a nickel and a dime 14. End Begins executioners raise your swords avengers these lives are yours let's start with the end now prepare their graves their lives are worth nothing their hearts even less so comrades come on let's teach them respect so comrades come on now let's rip some flesh let us start with the end now let's rip some flesh and in the end they will pray that the sun also shines in hell far away from the others removed from the rest of the world they will regret what they did you will regret what you did there is no peace for the insincere and in the end you will pray that the sun also shines in hell for a person such as yourself can only live under the earth you're a worthless fool rotten and stinking even the devil himself will not accept you in hell 15. The Arsenic River underwater in the arsenic river our lungs collapsed in our hollow chests what have our demons done? is this the shape of things to come? what have our demons done? what have we become? every single spoken word monotone each and every color monochrome every feeling, I am feeling (I am feeling) overthrown and caught inside this monologue we have become machine men with black hearts and machine minds playing their game of crowns i’m feeling numb as always caught only seeking forgiveness the only way out underwater in the arsenic river no lungs to breathe inside our hollow chests 16. Petition For Mercy 17. Broken Mirror 18. What's The Use 19. Face To Face 20. Ignorance 21. Deprivation 22. The One Who's Silent Seems To Consent 23. Picture 24. A Song Full Of Abhorrence In A World Without Feelings… 25. With A Smile On My Face 26. The End Of The World 27. 10.000 Generations In Blood 28. When Time Runs Out 29. Awakened By Sirens by the light of the moon dark thoughts rise up they haunt my dreams while the wind carries their voices and screams awakened by sirens, armed with the wrath of gods we ride the storm, may our rage defend creation awakened by sirens, armed with the wrath of gods we ride the storm, may our rage defend creation by the light of the moon dark thoughts rise up now we haunt your dreams while the wind carries our warcries under cover of darkness beneath the bleeding horizon your end's now justified 30. Earthlings thrown into your world son of a gun for sure the last man standing when the sun is gone thrown into your world upside-down i am the monster reaching out for your crown always - remember my words as you make your bed you must lie time to sleep, mankind - time to die i think, tomorrow for you just won't make it as I am the monster you created humanity's bastard sons - are you ready? humanity's bastard son ready to do what has to be done a funeral feast for all the deceased bring back beauty while your priests preach a life of decay a call to arms for the weak - today is the day let me free this world of all parasites now as I am the only one alive i thank your god, only once, for he created suicide when on earth - do as earthlings do when on earth - earthlings, shame on you