Anorexia Nervosa Redemption Process 1. The Shining I just cannot cope with it anymore Something is missing My old faith is dead I know you want some more force-fed hatred And I'm gonna fill you up with a kiss I found my redemption I'm OD'd and there is no more entertainment I found my redemption And now the scene is so utterly dead I failed You won My sin was pride Excuse me my friends I have to cast all aside I have to clean up Face the serpent's eyes My life has been so deadly fake Guess it is a fine day to bow out with grace And at least angels are fading away Suicide religion "And I hate myself, you know I hate you all" Suicide religion Some time ago I'd have to write this down Guess we know it all along The light was shining in darkness And darkness couldn't seize it The light is shut in darkness It's the shining The shining Je ne suis pas des vôtres Et ce monde n'est pas mien Reste l'ennui, reste l'orage Reste la fraîcheur du soir Et le droit eternal de rester immobile Dans le temps suspendu The light was shining in darkness And darkness couldn't seize it The light is shut in darkness It's the shining The shining I don't want to hold this cross anymore I'm bored to death I'm abused and confused And I guess that's how you want me to feel Shall save my soul and leave it all behind Suicide religion "And I hate myself, you know I hate you all" Suicide religion Some time ago I'd have to write this down Guess we know it all along 2. Antinferno In the very last days of judgment I shall spread my spirit Upon every flesh Your sons and your daughters They shall be prophets And on this day it shall be done Yes, upon my servants I shall spread my spirit And on this day, they shall inherit For the first time you have to make a choice Would you look down Or look to the stars To the ocean and far beyond To the earth that is to erupt To the red sky, to the storm To the people who must die now? A new cross rises on the hills of Jerusalem Held by the arms of a stronger Christ Now this is the very beginning of the end Now lies have to be broken Yes, cursed be betrayers For they shall be left behind And on this day, grace shall be redefined For the first time you have to make a choice Would you look down Or look to the stars To the ocean and far beyond To the earth that is to erupt To the red sky, to the storm To the people who must die now? Every one of us must know That we are the very last ones Martyrs and legends Of a future New Testament Cum aliguando vesperi Atris nubilibus Caelum cingitur Cum auditor supra Fulmen tonare Statimpque exstingui Sile, genua pone! Vae tibi Cum venatores Aestu vesperis Exsistunt! Vae audaci Qui nos in sublime Adspicere vulti Now look at me if you dare It's so bright that it is blinding A new cross rises on the hills of Jerusalem Now that all of your nations Are burned to the ground Now that the words have no meanings Experience the last sacrament Be warm or be forgotten Yes, upon the faithfuls I shall spread my spirit And on this day they shall inherit A new cross rises on the hills of Jerusalem Held by the arms of a stronger Christ A new cross rises on the hills of Jerusalem Held by the arms of a stronger Christ A new cross rises on the hills of Jerusalem Held by the arms of a stronger Christ 3. Sister September One deceiver Among millions of others One look And you lover forever One word And you're the one to blame Tell me Who could live with this shame? Something seems to be dead here Undergo deconstruction The symmetry of fear Strange lack of seduction My sister remember Sister... Sister... Sister... Sister September An inner war is to come Still he doesn't want to succumb An ineffable loss of trust One story Turning into diamond dust Something seems to be dead here Undergo deconstruction The symmetry of fear Strange lack of seduction My sister remember It's obviously beyond his power All certainties move towards their end One question And so many answers Where's the crown he once transcend? Sister September Where are the dream's you've stuck in me? Sister remember I shall never, never forget the name of your devotee A moment of beauty Still it remains only a memory A stunning artifact of the past The one, the true, the last Do I have to die under this autumnal sun? Did I have to trust you? Truly and madly and blindly And what did I get in return? Sister... Sister... Sister... Sister September Shall never forget the name of your devotee Where are the dreams you have stuck in me? An eternity of torture to me Such a lot of pain 4. Worship Manifesto So on my head the light is one Unity manifest A star more splendid than the sun Burns for my crowned crest Burns as the murmuring orison Of waters in the west, west Still on the mystic tree of life My soul is crucified Still strikes the sacrificial knife Where lurks some serpent-eyed Fear, passion, or man's deadly wife Desire the suicide! I hold my cross among you lambs Seven mortal wounds for my vanity Stigmata of your mockery I shall be the last you'll ever see There ain't no life There ain't no Eden Proud ignorance Here lies the storm Now forget about love and fight Only believe in beauty And might For the beauty of this final act is Love under will Love under will! Ici commence la nuit noice de l''me Ici s'accomplissent par le feu Les ouvres de l'éternelle lumiere Now forget about love and fight Only believe in beauty And might For the beauty of this final act is Love under will Love under will! Ici commence la nuit noir de l''me Ange de glace désertant l'enfer Mon corps est un dernier chemin de croix Ici commence la nuit noire de l''me Allonge-toi, ô ma mere Et vois ce qu'est devenue Entre mes mains ta foi Ici commence la nuit noire de l''me Abîme alentour et silence de mort Cadaver écorché que lave L'affreux silence de ton corps There ain't no life There ain't no Eden Proud ignorance The storm lies under your feet Get on your knees And repent now Swear on the cross And implore me I stand above the tides of time And elemental strife My figure stands above sublime Shadowing the Key of Life Fear, passion, or man's deadly wife Desire the suicide! Suicide! Suicide! 5. Codex-Veritas [Incarnation I:] Learn to admit the Machine's emanations Act of initiatory chivalry Learn to see the dramas in the sky Act of terrestrial abnegation You are not one of them Not the same breed You always felt out of place Join your true scene You want blood, not peace You want shouts, you want tears Not wisdom Some Divine in their afflictions [Incarnation II:] Learn to stand apart from all profane dogmas Act of final mind revolution Learn to not care about their punishments Act of war and liberation You are not one of them Not the same breed You always felt out of place Join your true scene You want fire, you burn Want the Great, not the minor The absolute Black and blue The forever storm [Harangue:] Gloria victis! Fatum nostrum universiis majus Gloria victis! Gloria victis! [Lifecode:] Cleanliness and order in your modus operandi Achievement of the Great Work Obedience, silently Vois la splendeur vermeille et la triomphante beauté Et n'oublie jamais ou se terre l'écarlate vérité Acceptance of doing things That are beyond your nature Formal assurance that you are acting right Whatever happens remember That they could have no power at all No power at all against you Gloria victis! Gloria victis! Cleanliness and order in your modus operandi Achievement of the Great Work Obedience, silently You are not one of them Not the same breed You always felt out of place Join your true scene You want blood, not peace You want shouts, you want tears Not wisdom Some Divine in their afflictions You are not one of them Not the same breed You always felt out of place Join your true scene You want fire, you burn Want the Great, not the minor The absolute Black and blue The forever storm 6. An Amen This is the creation of your world Pain of endless days with you Torture of never-ending nights, without God All my idols are dead No one risks living anymore Come, come crashing in Into my fake glory Sick as your gods in the desert of skies No, no one knows No, no one cares Hellish boredom Nobody dares Dead All my heroes are dead Never wanted this to happen Never wanted to live in there Just between the ant-hill and the opium-den There's nothing for us out there Innocence is lost Speed up the fall and say Amen There is death for the dogs Destin rongé pa le remord Un sacerdoce grave dans mon corps Can't stop looking back All my dreams are drowned Days always pitch-black Your Christ is crowned Void's little helper addicted to wounds Ran helter-skelter and hit the ground And I wanted you hot I wanted you so cold But because you're half-hearted I'll spit you out my tired mouth Our existence is doomed There's nothing for us out there Speed up the fall Say Amen Our existence is doomed There's nothing for us out there Speed up the fall Say Amen Dies irae, dies illa Solvet saeclum in favilla Dies irae, dies illa Solvet saeclum in favilla Ecrance ritualle, prison de l''me Les heures percent mon caur, autant de lames Just a drop of social disillusion And the army retreats in confusion Forgive me for I don't wanna face the facts I'm selfish and fearful and counterattacked And I wanted you hot I wanted you so cold But because you're half-hearted I'll spit you out my tired mouth This is the creation of your world Pain of endless days with you Torture of never-ending nights, without God Dead All my heroes are dead Never wanted this to happen Never wanted to live in there Just between the ant-hill and the opium-den There's nothing for us out there Innocence is lost Speed up the fall and say Amen There is death for the dogs There's nothing for us out there Innocence is lost Speed up the fall and say Amen There is death for the dogs There's nothing for us out there Innocence is lost Speed up the fall and say Amen There is death for the dogs There's nothing for us out there Innocence is lost Speed up the fall and say Amen There is death for the dogs 7. The Sacrament It is coming My last day Sinner and saint Innocent way I don't know why I don't know how Passion is gone The breath of life had a seizure Do you know the name of the redeemer? May the almighty God have mercy on you In the name of the father... And forgiving your sins, brings you to life everlasting ... And of the Son and of the Holy Ghost Amen So keep talking The cheaters won Life goes on In deep depression I don't know why I don't know how Passion is gone So keep going down in my lover's arms For I was wrong For I was wrong May the almighty God have mercy on you In the name of the father... And forgiving your sins, brings you to life everlasting ... And of the Son and of the Holy Ghost Amen We're all waiting for this masquerade to end And nothing happens No tears required Just some dead meat between your thighs We're all waiting for this masquerade to end And nothing happens No tears required Just some dead meat between your thighs We're all waiting for this masquerade to end And nothing happens No tears required Just some dead meat between your thighs We're all waiting for this masquerade to end And nothing happens No tears required Just some dead meat between your thighs We're all waiting for this masquerade to end And nothing happens No tears required Just some dead meat between your thighs We're all waiting for this masquerade to end And nothing happens No tears required Just some dead meat between your thighs We're all waiting for this masquerade to end And nothing happens No tears required Just some dead meat between your thighs 8. Les Tzars [Originally by Indochine] Dans une maison close On les retrouve chacun dans leur chambre Comme des fauves Un secrétaire d'état, une eurasienne, Les cosaques attaquent Natacha! Le vice-consul préfere les coups de fouet Une buddha affaire qui va éclater Mais qui a fait tuer Léon Trotsky? Les yankees s'amusent a Varsovie Elle en veut aux tzars... Et un et trois et quatre au placard! Un cinq a sept en haleine pour mémoir! Ouh! Wah! Ouh! Wah! Ouh! Wah! Oh la la! Et che et che et che guevara! "Et caetera" Les tyrans et leurs femmes ne sortent plus Sans un garde du corps Qui témoigne Les tzars ont l'habitude des marées noires Et la solitude d'un guépard Louis la Voyelle préfere les bottes en cuir Ça lui rappelle quelquefois son empire; Et aussi l'ambassadeur du Japon Et ses mauvaises fréquentations La Révolution! Et un et trois et quatre au placard! Un cinq a sept en haleine pour mémoire! Mais qu'ils nous foutent la paix! Mais qu'ils nous foutent la paix pour toujours! Pour toujours! Le vice-consul préfere les coups de fouet Une buddha affaire qui va éclater Bande a part ils ont fait des pays maudits Ou meme les chats ne sont plus polis Ils ont tous la peur d'une révolution Ou alors d'un camp de rééducation Une révolution! Des révolutions! Une étoile rouge apparaît dans le train C'est la chinoise qui sourit pour mémoire, Elle a pris les armes face a son déclin Elle en veut aux tzars! Et un et trois et quatre au placard! Un cinq a sept en haleine pour mémoire! Ouh! Wah! Ouh! Wah! Ouh! Wah! Oh la la! Et che et che et che guevara! Mais qu'ils nous foutent la paix! Mais qu'ils nous foutent la paix pour toujours! Et bons baisers de partout! Et bons baisers de partout! De partout! De partout!