Enid Seelenspiegel 1. Soulglass (Introduction) For this very moment I free my pain, Images of blisses, Woebegone. You will have to show me My inner despite, You will have to lead me inside. For this very moment Of timeless age Fears of deeper insight Surpass me. For this very moment Your eye's turning bright, A solitary lightning Without a sound. Desperately I'm trying For to hear your voice, But you will stay silently shining. For this very moment I free my pain, Images of blisses, Woebegone. 2. Land Of The Lost Far beyond the mists in sky, The all embracing round, Must lie safe from a goddess frown An unknown land where loss and sigh Fill every heart and mound. The lost come here with torment load, Arising from their difference; From mass and hate, from mass compelled, They're lost inside themselves. Help me to break free from all those treacherous expectations, Save me from the numbness of the so called fellow-creatures, Free me for to live and not to be lived by the mass, Free me for to be myself… In between the grass of woe, The burdensome discord, Relieve the slain their shattered minds, In unknown words of things below The superficial horde. And soon when all the grief is done The loners' crowd will crumble The lost return to solitude To win inside themselves. Help me to break free from all those treacherous expectations, Save me from the numbness of the so called fellow-creatures, Free me for to live and not to be lived by the mass, Free me for to be myself… 3. Nexus This is where I cry my silent longing for your grace, For the paralysing motion that your moods evoke in me. All your wonders live inside me, Fill my heart with life again; All your rushing pleasures flee 'Round till my time comes. Now is what I see dissolving through an imprisoned mind, Ancient thoughts have walled a cell of stone around me. This is where you catch my conscience for to torture me, For to live inside my nightmares, rising from the gone days. If I just could banish Those who loathe my soul, Those who once have been my life; I left their crystal cavern. 4. Patience's Ring When all time ends Your soul I send Beginnings end On deathbed's hands When ends begin When your heart weeps And hide the truths Its golden bud What lie herein Mine patience keeps Mine ancient will Mine shining smooths Through years of blood Since any times While farewells win Thine surge of rage A golden chest Which's kept in gold To charming rhymes For ever in The weight of age Will lie the rest Weighs nothing more In my vein's shrine Will curse your thrill Than insight's might Smooth shape of gold Inside my core The cast of mine When furies fight Veils in heat's hold Along my bends The earthheart's cast The fight would last Till all time ends 5. Interlude (Instrumental) My mind lies weak And quietness speaks of sound As captive in a creek Of wordlessness. As though a silent hurt Is trembling In screaming riot's roar The night stays calm And quietness speaks. 6. The Forbidden Site Blackened lies in ashes arms The broken grace of rites; Through glowing mist the death appears And shows some withered soul the way. Dunkelheit lastet auf goldenen Höhn', Lichtschimmer winden sich sterbend im Fluss. Rauschend vermischt sich das Schweigen Der Stille in endlosem Reigen. Welch glänzende Träume, welch Wohlklang, es muss Niemand voll Angst mich beseh'n. Wenn eisige Schauer aus siedendem Zorn Und lähmende Furcht gegen Tugend besteh'n, So lasse dich führen, Verblendung zu spüren; Komme nur zu mir, du wirst mich versteh'n, Vernehme das lockende Horn. 7. And Soon Will Fall The Days... "We are the essence of the world beyond perception, Force is the outcome of our arms ordained by the unaware, Blood is the liquid between dreams and life's deception, No one will know when we'll raise our swords against the days." Things existing, Lifelessly living, They disclose The world's appearance Things existing, Bloodlessly pulsing In the stream Of time's procession. Thoughts forgotten, Seeming asleep, They'll awake In drapes unthought. Thoughts that vanished, Ended in smoke, Will return And fear they'll stoke. 8. Seelenfrieden Der Welten Glanz scheint ungetrübt In meinen Augen wieder. Fragen stiegen, Wissen sank Von hohen Häuptern nieder, Seit das Leben mich berief. Der Sterne Gang ging unberührt Von hoher Tat vorüber. Sagen fielen, Um getrost Von neuem aufzublühen; Seit das Wort den Geist beirrt. Das Sein hält nie ein Leben an, Doch hält das Sein den Geist. Heldentaten Wiegen leicht Auf ewig gleicher Waage; Seit das Rad der Zeiten rollt. Doch Taten sind von hoher Lehr' In einem reichen Leben, Wenn man möge Durch der Zeiten Rauhen Schritt bewahren Seinen Seelenfrieden sich. 9. Helios' Niedergang Lucemus ad terram pridem tempos aeternos. Der Flammenengel: "Erhebt euch, Sklaven des Lichts, Lodert auf in Zerstörung! Erbebt in Salven des Scheins Gleissender Flammenwut." Die Flammen: "Gebiete, Herr, Wir sind bereit, Zu kämpfen als Feuer, Zu sterben in endlicher Glut." Der Flammenengel: "Lodert auf, Lodert hoch empor! Entfachet die Welt, Bis alles in ihr, In Schwärze entmachtet, Niedersinkt Und zerfällt." Der Weise: "Ich fürchte euch nicht. Kommt und sehet, dass ihr vernichtet werdet, In einem Sturm des Nichts versinkend. Und die Welt wird ohne Licht sein Und euren Tod feiern." Erblühet, Kränze, wenn ihr in Rot getaucht, Zu weiten Weiden vor dem bestrahlten Band, In dem voll schwerem Gleichmut Farben Brennend und glitzernd wie Schemen glimmen. Verblasset, Schemen, bald schleicht ihr kraftlos fort, Und niemand hält euch, wenn ihr hinunter geht In tiefe Gruft, das Grab des Tages, Bis dann die Kränze im Mondlicht schimmern.