Insidious Disease Shadowcast 1. Nuclear Salvation Bombs away A saviour has come from the sky To relieve all of you From your everyday lie Looking up And observing the blast Loved ones All in the past Human waste Man erased Don't be afraid But be relieved This is the final solution This is the end Bombs away Man erased 2. Boundless As I plunge into The heart of darkness Lost but free From oppression This journey through Desolated landscapes Of the forsaken mind Searching my own kind I am at the depths Of my own depravity Eating from the last shreds Of humanity As much as it sickens me I have to kill to stay alive Succumb to pride and denial Pain and strife There are some really sick people And I am one of them 3. The Essence of Neglect I was born by accident Became indifferent Loosing life at birth Is that all that I am worth Like in a bad dream Erased myself from memory Transporting minds Off to another world I am not your enemy I am your flesh, your blood I am the only one The seed from which I arose Was cared for with hate I never was given the chance To seal my own fate Induced to suffer abortion Expulsion of the womb I have no witnesses No grief by my tomb I am the saint of foul creed Descendant of corrupt lifeforms Offspring of an ancient virus Breeding through disease 4. Abortion Stew Derived from life while being born Premature bath in scorn Gemini manifold, denial at birth The unborn inherits the earth Legs spread for suction of vaginal vomit Excavation of intestinal puke Misconceived and tapped from futility Reincarnation... I am what I am I only like them when they are dead Dead people are all the same Taking more than they are giving Like endless flirting game Asexual deviancy Perversity unbound Death is so profound 5. The Desire Putrid stench reeks from the wound A wound that wont ever heal I slashed the sack off by the scrotum I'm finally rid of the feel Got sick to my stomach waiting Fantasized for far too long Took matters into my own hands And resized the shape of my schlong A burning desire To remove my next limb How come my desire Is different from yours? Never intimidated by the flash of the blade It has become my life as I know it I enhance my stimulation further Cutting things off and then throw it Slowly I get reborn Through self rape Fixated by reshape Once I am done What will be left of me? Once I am gone What is there to see? 6. Rituals of Bloodshed I worship her bruised and broken body on the altar of sin Consumed by the cannibalistic urges I had Fingers run through regurgitated flesh To feel the pain of her baptism through death Repeated over without submission I released my seed deep inside her again Organized repulsion Rituals Of Bloodshed Rituals Of Bloodshed Bathing and butchering in a crimson hate Such sadomastic domain Closing my eyes I can still hear the scream Begging for something more A pale blue body deceased from the skin Watching the worms crawling out Crawling and biting Nectar of the Gods And revealing the Death Rituals Of Bloodshed Rituals Of Bloodshed Rotting with filth now let the worms crawl into you Nekromantic divisions that ritual calls us all Bathing and butchering in crimson hate Gorified and insane! Rituals of Bloodshed Rituals Of Bloodshed Rituals of Bloodshed A Corpse in fucking rage Rituals of Bloodshed Gorified and insane 7. Facemask What am I? But an instrument of destruction A tool for the clever To abuse A safe place To turn to when in doubt I know it's not right But I can't handle the seduction The hunt for my prey Finally dominates Just giving into this urge The flesh controls my mind Insanity takes its toll Fragility reigns supreme Nurturing hate in between When that is the only comfort With the axe I split your head in two It will divide your mind With my blade I cut your womb wide open It will make you just fine Recognizing beauty as a pleasure of sin As a guide for my selection Blood equals power and so you will win And you got plenty now The first one Was just an accident But once you taste blood this way There is no turning back 8. Insomaniac Been left awake again With no peace of mind I am in the dark shadows All alone in pain Surroundings all so dismal In this anonymity Starvation starts to beckon All I am left with is me My flesh is bleak and pale Suffering from a life so grey One day I will vanish like vapor From all dismay I am the Insomaniac Not even a gleam of rescue Is nowhere to be found I have to wait for justice To grace my guilty ground No matter when death arrives Forever I am in torture This grief-stricken wrath I behold Is what is left of my future 9. Value in Flesh Shadows hit the sidewalk Out to haunt their nightly prey Riding their misfortunes To get their daily pay Amidst the pain and pleasure They share the loss of hope Guilt and tearful gratitude Addicted to the dope Regret and despair Embraced in fear Instinct is driven forth By carnal desire Emotionally lost On a high wire 10. Abandonment 11. Leprosy (Death cover) Bodies deformed way beyond belief Cast out from their concerned society Flesh contorting day after day Freak of the dark world is what the people say Their lives decay before their eyes There is no hope of cure Among their own kind they live A life that's so obscure First an arm and then a leg Deterioration grows Rotting while they breathe - Death comes slow Leprosy will take control and bring you to your death No chance of a normal life to live just like the rest Leprosy will spread with time, your body soon to change Appearance becomes hideous a sight too much to take Tuberculoid the most severe Decay of the nerves comes fast Sense of feeling soon to be gone Life will never last No hope of recovery after the nerves are eaten away Damage is done you feel no more pain Bones decay deterioration grows Origin of this horrid disease nobody knows Their lives decay before their eyes There is no hope of cure Among their own kind they live A life that's so obscure First an arm and then a leg Deterioration grows Rotting while they breathe - Death comes slow Leprosy will take control and bring you to your death No chance of a normal life to live just like the rest Leprosy will spread with time, your body soon to changel Appearance becomes hideous a sight too much to take