Your Shapeless Beauty Sycamore Grove (1997) 1. Prelude Nø 3 [Instrumental] 2. Le Berceau De L'ange (Nocturnal Call Part 3) [music: Abate/Canavaggia, lyrics: Blachier] leaving a cradle of light falling into hell at the first sight staring at this new chaos life embraces me without desire touched by the hand of divinity a wisdom as blind as me I feel the stench of a putrid life lies and suffering are but my fate dropped in a desert field of hate waiting for the unknown to harvest (my ethereal crop) a tear that vanishes before touching the ground I feel nothing, nothing but my futility lies, surrounded by lies, just tell me why ? why do we have to foresee our desolate fate as soon as we are born ? we are puppets but who pulls the strings ? dusk after dusk we crawl like vermin on a ground that we don’t even posses I live in a no-man’s land a place held by hypocrisy the hypocrisy of god and men let the storm brew and blow light away I hate this world, I hate god I hate you haec ubi dicta... I contemplate this bereaved soul and I see through this diamond a cradle filled with passion opening on a shadowy coffin poetry once spoken by the innocent child who praises spectral sentiments all the perfumes from the inner past entwined with the magenta sky warp me to suffer my delight dusk, I pledge my allegiance to thee this is my oath innocence kneels down towards the temptating night futility of wisdom enthrones the bereavement of my life the quest for my equinoctial desires you preachers of the untold feel the blood that I cum come to me, ye faithful darkness thus, I reveal the coming raven under the growing moon 3. The Awakening [Instrumental] 4. On The Wings Of The Black Rain [music: Cozzi, lyrics: Blachier] it rains in my soul someday it rains on my soul it rains I feel the shadows overwhelming me from the bottomless pit of sunken dreams tearing my tormented soul apart they call me from beyond... beyond the horizon... beyond their reason twisted minds for perverse tastes a lust consumed by a neverending fire burn my son, light their path, behold their weakness why am I denied by your own hand why have I to stand against this world of pain drape me in this velvet veil, a rose on my skin the thorns spread my bloody fear...sin oh, pulsating beat of my inner storm, I hear the cries of thousand frightened funeral crows that haunt human deepest deviances seeking a truth for I can’t see reality, I search for a long time disappeard heavenly ground where I could stalk, majestic... embrace of the new Aeon is like the weight of my crown the whip to lash your faith for I’ll soon be the conqueror of this dying world I will unleash my wrath (oh black rain) pour yourself into me and I still long for a new day trying to know how to keep me sane withering like teardrops in the ocean withering like flowers in the dust... the sands of time over my shoulders (oh black rain) show me the way... feel the bitter tears falling into drops of wine I reborn under the wings of the black rain 5. Equinoctial Desires [Instrumental] 6. An Orchid In My Belfry (Nocturnal Call Part 2) [music: Abate, lyrics: Blachier] the stained glass windows as a philter reveal me veiled wisdom through the icons once carved in blood I drawn secret visions of mankind an occult light hidden by centuries of sorrow will shine again in my church fear, hatred torment, these are the foundations of my night etrenal, moonless colder than a death of thousand years in heaven stars as my swans darken the hollow sky of your life I'm a conqueror of kind that will never die for hate in mankind will never wither as the blue fire of my dreams which once turned black is burning again hell, sin just words I swear I'll apply heaven, or god satan they are just foolish illusions oh, I believe in my soul no one will reject my spirit once again as my shadow spreads its eerie gaters and transcend my revenge listen, listen to this prelude to your infernal journey touch the thorns of my bloodmade crown feel the pleasure of sadistic remembraces... « more than anything, I pray to quit this embodied earth, never again shall I live with this burden over my flesh » all their souls just can’t reach nothing, for I refuse love to set my life... the pillars of my faith are made of a stone which some call heart now, yester, tomorrow, time is not my ally but suicide helps my church to grow. (help me, help me, help me, save me) among this penumbral light there’s still a glowing ember, there is this light I can touch this orchid, I can feel it, I could... and I have achieved my masterpiece a psychotic palace of banished remembraces, vanished in a desolate breath I contemplate this unfertile fields that are mine... preacher, sinner dreamer that takes possession of time father and son gathered in one soul forever at one as the firing candle in the dark but who loves me ? will I never be this one again ?.. 7. Last Ember From The Past [Instrumental] 8. Goddess Of Lust [music: Abate, lyrics: Blachier] entombed in a city only known by the ones who once loved you lie for eternity but you haunt the dreams of those doomed in your necropolis you rule the hearts of your servants you're filling your chalice with the love and blood of those who kneel down to you my beloved you are here spreading your wings like a bird of prey my beloved you are here waiting in the shadow the end of the day goddess of lust, you're my goddess of lust a vampiric soul for an age of doom in your breast of fire are hidden all the treasures you stole from men (beneath the azuream ring you rule supreme) a beautiful whore this is what you are my goddess of lust lie beyond the edge of night as a silent wind you cross the fence of human desires the night bird of a dark nature repelling the spell that gods cast on you you're still flying through my demonic witch my beloved queen of night queen of night among the vanished souls that you once devoured you roam to me and you smile at my sight and I die at your sigh whispers that surround me your wings are my coffin secrets unveiled, secrets unveiled secrets unveiled, I pledge to your poetry take me in your arms and drown me in the neverending sea of your eyes I sink in my destiny, my destiny 9. Récital Pour Une Agonie Céleste [music: Abate, lyrics: Blachier] out in the cold embrace of night I wonder why life is so dark my beloved goddess withered away leaving me hopeless, sad and unsane. ...whispers in my heart... mon empire de marbre ou siégeait celle qui était la muse de mon art vibre des frémissements de mon âme assaillie par la colère et le temps jamais, oh jamais je ne t’oublierais le tourment subi par la faute des dieux insolents je jure, indolent, de dresser ma bannière par delà les frontières de la croyance puissance et souffrance sont les armes qui achèveront ma vengeance a songless bird in an empty sky... délivrez moi de cette folie funeste qui me torture, oh fougue céleste. L’héritage d’une vie décalée récompense amère d’un plaisir sucré le doute sans fin erre dans mes veines et drape ma vie comme le vent caresse les plaines subtile éclipse au creux des reins de la mort laissant apparaître une lumière nouvelle. Anguish on my side, sadness as my friend I wander soulless between stone and dust between night and day, between fear and trust between her eyes and her lips, between tomorrow and yesterday cette tour est mienne... this babel elegy I build my self beholds my life my inner shell, kneeling down the ground from where I would escape I try tears of regrets my heart plays a hellish symphony... 10. Deities In The Dew [music: Canavaggia, lyrics: Blachier] the twilight as a veil covers yours will in the shadows of the night the dreams I sow become my pride the stary vault beholds my reign and light my throne I awake so close to death that my life holds to a breath while morpheus opens his arms I exhumate all my desires for I dig graves with all yours fears symbols and signs that bleed you dry flying far from mortal life forgetting your tranquillity I will stand for sovereignety a new god, this is what I will be I rule the land of earthly things that rise their hands for they acclaim the new era, my kingdom of pain blind fools they are, but sinner I am in my heaven I reach the shores of confusion through endless wisdom and I wonder through the eyes of a sad ghost the world appears so cold to have a revenge on the past made of me a sinfull beast the sweet caresses I used to feel carve now and forever my name on the stone an epitaph unread by all, anger blinds my hollow eyes mine she is with the stars higher than god I will be I’ll crush his last infamy flying far from mortal life forgetting your tranquillity I will stand for sovereignity a new god this is what I will be in the haze of dawn lies my deception 11. Empyreal Dispair [music: Abate, lyrics: Blachier] ashes in the garden poussière d’étoile sur le lit du destin blood flowing in the garden la nouvelle étoile illumine le présent the snake that crawls in the garden un velours qui recueille le réveil wearing clothes of a naked god subtile éclipse au creux des riens de la mort in the garden, in the garden laissant apparaître une lumière nouvelle through crystal in bloom melancholy shines in this garden of mine I lay down in the haze car la nuit engendre l’aurore