Saturnus Veronika Decides To Die 1. I Long 2. Pretend 3. Descending 4. Rain Wash Me 5. All Alone 6. Embraced By Darkness 7. To The Dreams 8. Murky Waters 1. I Long I do me wrong And I do it again My sorrow rain My feeling pain See me through, walk me through I long I still long I long I long so much away - from me - for me I long I still long Take my lips Kiss me sweet Take my feelings Stop me from sweating fear My sweet nightmare ends I long I still long I long I long so much away - from me - for me My sweet nightmare ends 2. Pretend Here strolls the blackened sky With me, myself and I Let's pretend well meet again Pretend you knew me Pretend you cared Lets pretend we once kissed With compassion With heartfelt affection Let's pretend well meet again Let's just, lets just pretend Pretend you're still... you're still my friend Let's pretend well meet again Pretend you knew me Pretend you cared Let's pretend we once kissed With compassion 3. Descending I wish upon the stars My dreams will come through I leave tonight Please come... come clean and true If I'm still here I cannot say If I'm going... going on or away Load me perfect time I wish upon the stars today I wish upon the stars 4. Rain Wash Me Darkness falls upon my mind Recalls all the sleepless nights Shadows of my faceless pain Feelings of the deep dark rain Will my sad memories wash away with my shame? Will the rain wash away the demons in my eyes? Dreams of solitude that can't be found Will the rain wash away? All I remember was the pain coming back The rope choking my neck Nightfall all around All I remember was the pain coming back The rope choking my neck Nightfall all around Darkness falls upon my mind Recalls all the sleepless nights Shadows of my faceless pain Feelings of the deep dark rain Will my sad memories wash away with my shame? Will the rain wash away the demons in my mind? 5. All Alone I'm standing here Watching the clouds float by Wondering why the pain never deserted me The sadness, sorrow, bewilderness that never left I'm flying... away I'm flying... away Holding hands with myself Sharing life with myself Reaping the loneliness I've sown In these fields I've always grown Digging blackness from my mind I will die all alone 6. Embraced By Darkness In this black cold night Make me calm Stop the blood running from my eyes In my mind From the places in my mind When the darkness embraces me I do not feel alone When the darkness embraces me I know I'm going home In this black cold night Chase the pain from within my heart Wipe the blood from my eyes From the places in my mind When the darkness embraces me I do not feel alone When the sorrow takes me I'm embracing the darkness alone Please - take me home I'm the snake in my own so called paradise Embracing myself with darkness My demise In this black cold night Make me calm Stop the blood running from my eyes In my mind From the pain within my mind 7. To The Dreams And the warm wind caressed me deeply Gently touched my soul Made me forget all dark thoughts Sadness on its way Sorrow nevermore to stay I'm the mare in my dreams I'm the scarred wrist I fear I'm another life that will fade Shadows of my haunted soul The pain that will not end Come take it all, burn it away Let the sunshine in again Stop the loneliness - make it sane Twist the broken mirror into one Make me believe the pain has gone 8. Murky Waters Murky waters live in my eyes Within my restless nights Begging the spring rain to fall Escape these murky waters Make you remove this blinding pain And my cliffhigh prison This is the growing vision Murky waters Waves of my crippled heart That rests beneath, dead and dark But nothing will ever remove this certain pain Nothing will ever softened me Make the spring rain fall Blend these murky waters Murky waters live in my eyes Within my restless nights Begging the spring rain to fall Escape these murky waters Make you remove this blinding pain And my cliffhigh prison This is the growing vision Murky waters (Please) Calm my cries (Please) Call my name Recorded at The Sweet Silence Studios Produced by Flemming Rasmussen