Aborym
Shifting.Negative
1. Unpleasantness
Everything I have doesn't mean a thing
(I) don't know if you're aware of what's happening
I try to move but it gets harder everyday
I can't make things any plainer, the words get in the way
I saw your face in a pretty magazine
I've tried to forgive you but you're still a mystery
Hopelessly mistaken spluttering decay
I feel the vibes that unites us start to fade
Everything you've done was wrong and pointless
Of all the things you've lost, you miss your mind the most
A million lies that now define the borderline
I wake up every night with (this) emptiness inside
Rats are running wild in the streets. They have nothing to claim
Geolocated predators made to spy
I see them digging a hole in my neighborhood
Congregate until they're much too loud
Which was the weirdest thing you've done? The one you did to me?
Which was the most absurd disturbing thing you said?
You try to wash away the taste of evidence
I’m floating in the puddle of unpleasantness
(You) don't scurry when something bigger comes your way
You undernourished ego yearning for a prey
You are not my eater and I’ll never be your food
I trap the beads of sweat that run between my eyes
Trying to keep it all out of sight and mind
Ever had the feeling you've been here before?
I belong somewhere else, anywhere but here
And to find it cost me everything I have
...but..everything I have doesn't mean a thing
Everything I have doesn't mean a thing
Everything I have doesn't mean a thing
Everything I have doesn't mean a thing
2. Precarious
I never thought I'd find
a place to hide my fears.
A neon illuminate the pieces of a script.
Seclusion is so warm
for me, myself and I.
The silence eats my skin
and everything I did.
Rusted promises
no morning to define.
I can see the smoke
and I can smell the fire
I'm trying to survive ...
I will be fine.
3. Decadence in a Nutshell
A rusty razor stares back at me
Drug to cure the hurt
Everything they said turned to lie
Slow down, let go, lie down
A one by one we fall
Slow down, let go, lie down
Everything sucks so much
Destroy - overwhelm - annihilates your gods!
Terrorize the killers - blow ‘em out! Fuck kleptocracy!
Living a short disappointing life
It’s like moving inside a game
With no fuckin’ chance to win
Slow down, let go, lie down
A one by one we fall
Slow down, let go, lie down
Everything sucks so much
This world is not for me...not for me
This world is not for me...not for me
This world is not for me...not for me
This world is not for me...not for me
Fuck kleptocracy!
Destroy - overwhelm - annihilates your gods!
Terrorize the killers - blow ‘em out! Fuck kleptocracy!
Destroy - overwhelm - annihilates your gods!
Terrorize the killers - blow ‘em out! Fuck kleptocracy!
4. 10050 Cielo Drive
Always is always forever
As one is one is one
Inside yourself for your father
All is none all is none all is none
If I started murdering people there’d be none of you left
If I started murdering people there’d be none of you left
If I started murdering people there’d be none of you left
If I started murdering people there’d be none of you left
It's time to drop all from behind us
The illusion has been just a dream
The Valley of Death may not find you
Now as then on a sunshine beam
So bring only your perfection
For then life will surely be
No cold no fear no hunger
You can see… you can see
All the fuckin’ pigs must die now! - So bring only your perfection
All the fuckin’ pigs must die now! - For then life will surely be
All the fuckin’ pigs must die now! - No cold no fear no hunger
All the fuckin’ pigs must die now! - no hunger.. you can see
If I started murdering people there’d be none of you left
If I started murdering people there’d be none of you left
If I started murdering people there’d be none of you left
If I started murdering people there’d be none of you left
Always is always forever
As one is one is one
Inside yourself for your father
All is none all is none all is none
It's time to drop all from behind us
The illusion has been just a dream
The Valley of Death may not find you
Now as then on a sunshine beam
So bring only your perfection
For then life will surely be
No cold no fear no hunger
You can see...you can see...you can see
5. Slipping Through the Cracks
Just when you think you've seen everything
Just when you think you've covered every loophole
Just when you think you got it made
Just when you think you've seen it all
Just when you think you've got things figured out
Just when it seems like everything's going according to plan
Just when you think you've answered all the questions another one smacks you in the face
Even when you think you've come a very long way
Even when you think you've waited long enough
And just when you think you've finally got your bearings
That's when something happens, then that bomb comes out of the blue
And then you start it again
And then start to fall again
You kept your promises, never have you failed
If something was not right, your money swept it away
There's nothing left for you to buy
And everything you own won't help you when you cry
And then you start it again
And then start to fall again
Now you have to do it again starting from the beginning
You got lost in the loop of unpredictability
Now you have to do it again starting from the beginning
God push the button and you start to fade out
Catch a falling star
Hanging down the sound
You tell a thousand lies
Been told a thousand times
You are walking the dead line
With a pair of broken shoes
No one can help you now
No light to show the way
Then you start it again
God wants you to fade
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Now you have to do it again starting from the beginning
You got lost in the loop of unpredictability
Now you have to do it again starting from the beginning
God push the button and you start to fade out
Now you have to do it again starting from the beginning
You got lost in the loop of unpredictability
Now you have to do it again starting from the beginning
God push the button and you start to fade out
6. You Can't Handle the Truth
You can’t handle the truth
‘cause there is not enough space in the white box
You can’t handle the truth
‘cause everything I've built is on the line
You can’t handle the truth
‘cause I can live somewhere new for a while
You can’t handle the truth
Where the secrets are trying to force the grave and get out
You can’t handle the truth
You know how this world can hurl me down
Because wars harm both sides
Pull the curtain back and let the show begin
The darkness changed to red-light
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come
Lift me up and help me to fly
Hey, can you hear me?
You can’t handle the truth
Because this dreadful manmade miracle pays for itself
You can’t handle the truth
You cultivate the space and ghosts between my thoughts
You can’t handle the truth
Why don’t you enlighten my way? You only block my progress
You can’t handle the truth
Please stop the lying, my mind is under siege
You can’t handle the truth
7. For a Better Past
When you cross my eyes
Hope it gives you hell
I’m an empty body
Tired of feeling alone
It hurts to be left out
It's been this way for years
It happens everyday
And I try
To forget
To forgive
I'm denying you all
And everything you’ve done for me
I reject you all
With a big smile on my face
I'm the nightmare dressed like a daydream
I'm the nightmare you fell asleep in
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
I can feel your panic
Someone told me once that
There's a right and wrong
Choices always were a problem for me
I deny
Everything you’ve done for me
I reject you all
With a big smile on my face
I'm denying you all
And all your pathetic whimpers
I reject you all
And all your failed attempts
I'm denying you all!
8. Tragedies for Sale
There is not much left to hide
I’m wrong about everything
You point the finger at me
I don't owe you anything
You slam the door in my face
Instead of wondering why
How is it that I feel fine
And I don’t know who to trust
I’m just a ghost in a mass
Not even trying to stand out
Give me enough rope and I
Will hang myself and my lies
I’m just a whisper of smoke
No second chance for a despised
Go and sell some other lies
More futures to advertise
I learnt to write and to read
I learnt to avoid obstacles
To walk the dead-line alone
And to cohabit with pain
No one hears and no one sees
My moves, my hysterical thoughts
What I wrote on my sheets
And what I tried to tell you
My sharp projection on you
Isn't good as it seems
Wearisome theraphy
To figure out what is real
The fear of loosing control
Annihilates the way out
Too much sex, too much drugs
Broken glasses around
Lusting the vicious white pills
That sent us up to the sky
Struggling hard through the nights
Shuffling fast through the days
I learnt to sell tragedies
To feel guilty and to accept
The tragic consequences
For everything I’ve done
9. Going New Places
You think me a fool, looking down
But my mind's eye alone can raze your towns
Your children see me as God above
I taught them that death is the ultimate love
Pain is not bad, it teaches you things
Welcome your darkness, it endows you with wings
I din't put knives in your children's hands
I taught your castaways to make their own stand
Piggies take shelter
Fire and strife
Helter Skelter
Black against white
You hate me and judge me
Revile and begrudge me
But you can't deny that
Your shadow self loves me
I have no malice for you
I have no malice for you
From their birth as bastards
Alone and confused
But I knew better:
Even broken things serve a use
A father's love and devotion I promised
Carnal and earthly delights
We rejected your meaning of normal
We refused to be right
I have X'd myself from your world
I'm iconic, psychotic, California state bird
I have no use for money, never lacked for girls
Sooner or later, my visions unfurl
Piggies take shelter
Fire and strife
Helter Skelter
Black against white
You hate me and judge me
Revile and begrudge me
But you can't deny that
Your shadow self loves me
10. Big H
Like many times before I nod off again
In seconds I come to, unsure of where I am
Intentional overdose
Never thought, I could be this close to dying
Big H, leaking through my pores
The roller coaster of my life had no track
My pool was all tidal waves and deep end
I couldn’t depend on myself
To feed myself needed a shot to jumpstart my heart
And just be myself
A circle I could never break
And matter of fact
That roller coaster did have a track
But it was all flat
Surprise motherfucker!
You are the only one that matters
You are the only one I need
You are the only one that knows me
You are the only one I trust
You are the only one I lean on
The only one that's ever been enough
Big H thank you, for your invention
I'll be sure not to leave your side
We'll become very fast acquainted
My naive child, there's no use trying to hide
You are the only one I ever loved
You're the only one I trust!
Intentional overdose
Big H, take me down
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