Avrigus
Beauty and Pain
1. Beauty and Pain
Deep in the night, it came to me
Torturing silently
Try; but I cant seem to ever break free
From what is haunting me
Deep paranoia
It tears apart my heart
But in my soul
It's all I've ever known
I cut all of the hate I feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more I feel; the more I ache
I cant go back
I fear more of life's beauty than pain
Thought's wouldn't stop playing upon my mind
Taunting me with what I'd find
Try; but I cant seem to ever break free
From what is haunting me
Deep paranoia
It tears apart my heart
But in my soul
It's all I've ever known
I cut all of the hate I feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more i need; the more I take
I cant go back
I fear more of life's beauty than pain
Once I believed
And I'd dream of a place
Where the weight of it all
Couldn't harm me
Now I know and I feel
This could never be real
On this path I walk alone
I cut all of the hate I feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more I see; the more I hate
I cant go back
I fear more of life's beauty than
All of the hate I feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more I breathe, the more I break
I cant go back
I feel all of life's beauty and pain
2. Mudita
3. A Banquet of Souls
Heathen soul, shameless crime
Stealing souls lost in the night
For your sins you shall die
Farewell Dark One!
Cast below from up high
Leading souls found in the night
For your deeds you shall arise
Welcome Dark One!
Come to me fallen ones
Your day of judgment has come!
Waves of hate, seas of fire
Join my banquet of souls!
Lord forgive me, Lord forgive me
Lord forgive my heathen soul
Lord forgive me, Lord forgive me
Lord oh please redeem my soul!
4. Shamaatah
5. Reborn
Look to the sky, I feel dead inside
My wings subside, I see hope die
I am alone and every day
I wish that death would come take me away
Cut out the pain that I feel inside
I die...
In spite of it all; you hurt me and you'll never know
This feeling of shame
The lies that you told add fuel to the fire of my pain
You conceal the blame
The seeds that i've sown know not of this pain that I own
I hold it inside
And swallow my pride, it burns me inside
Show me my life; Broken
Show me my life; Wasted
Show me my life; Empty
This was life, take me now
Burdened by shame, wasted away all of my days
Out of the cold I feel a light from deep inside...
Take to the sky, I soar like a bird
My wings spread wide, I feel alive!
Show me my life; Resolve
Show me my life; Reform
Show me my life; Remade
I live my life, I have been reborn!
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