Deadlock
The Re-Arrival
1. An Ocean's Monument
We put the fear of God into this world
We lost the war on the non-existent
We fought the greed of men among the dead
Altruistic, systematic.
Down your love so I can drown, so I can drown my shame.
Bring the drugs so I can numb, so I can numb my pain.
You cried out the pain in words like plagues
A serpentine monument for the lambs.
O’Brother – What made us fall from grace?
Destructive, systematic.
An ocean
Of broken glass.
An ocean
To drown the rats.
Down your love so I can drown, so I can drown my shame.
Bring the drugs so I can numb, so I can numb my pain.
Drown your thoughts to let me dream, to let me dream again.
And go with all the guilt and shame a thousand times – in vain.
An ocean’s monument.
An ocean’s monument.
An ocean’s monument.
An ocean’s monument.
An ocean’s monument.
An ocean’s monument.
An ocean’s monument.
An ocean’s monument.
Down your love so I can drown, so I can drown my shame.
Bring the drugs so I can numb, so I can numb my pain.
Drown your thoughts to let me dream, to let me dream again.
And go with all the guilt and shame a thousand times – in vain.
2. Code Of Honor
do you remember all the innocent once were sacred
do you remember the time we once all were heaven sent
these darkened clouds have lead us here
oh how I wish that I could die
you faggot you ruined the code of honor
you ruined the code of honor and now we have to live amongst the dead
you ruined the code of honor no turning back
do you remember all the beauty we once created
do you remember the time our love seemed to have no end
remove me from this deception mankind called emotion
i have chosen my heaven while you create your own hell
your city of liberty out of decay is just a dream
i wish I could die
3. Earthlings
thrown into your world
son of a gun
for sure the last man standing
when the sun is gone
thrown into your world
upside-down
i am the monster reaching out
for your crown
always - remember my words
as you make your bed you must lie
time to sleep, mankind - time to die
i think, tomorrow for you just won't make it
as I am the monster you created
humanity's bastard sons - are you ready?
humanity's bastard son
ready to do what has to be done
a funeral feast for all the deceased
bring back beauty while your priests preach
a life of decay
a call to arms for the weak - today is the day
let me free this world of all parasites
now as I am the only one alive
i thank your god, only once, for he created
suicide
when on earth - do as earthlings do
when on earth - earthlings, shame on you
4. The Brave / Agony Applause
i accept the agony applause
brave as I am
an insane dance at the brink of death
in your circus of the obscene
far away from my home, caged behind rusty bars
beaten and mortified, you're shouting and cheering
would forever fall silent
you would be ashamed of clapping your hands
dear spectators - I'm coming from the boondocks
to your wilderness of mirrors
pretending to be dangerous and unpredictable
but look into my eyes
and all you will see is frustration and fear
disappointment about man
creation's crowning glory
but now it's time to go
march us prisoners off
may our agony entertain you
5. Dark Cell
behind the doors of my dark cell
i wounded my hands on these chains
i've been locked for so long
so please, come take me out
a lifetime of pain cuts my body like razorblades
oh, I have got some plans for you
come, let me out and play
i've got some plans for myself too
i just want to live free
give me just one good reason
why should I believe?
why does that way to heaven seem to be too far for me?
what have I done to deserve this?
how much pain can I take?
why is that door to my cage always locked from the outside?
oh, that chains, what a torture
loosen them only if, only for a moment
let that broken heart breathe
the more time that passes
the greater my suffering grows
i drag myself forwards
and around in a circle
so come on, breathe
my broken heart
6. Virus Jones
it is simply not worth the price
Dr. Jones and his temple of doom
bow down to those maggots
of epidemic epic delusions
virus Jones on his last crusade
now world come breastfeed my cravings
your poisoned milk will breed my cancer
i bow down to those maggots
blasphemers preaching a viral god
rags and ruin of what once was human
every word reeks of failure
whether they kill us now or tomorrow
we all share that miserable sorrow
it's me, Virus Jones - all left alone
it's the darkest of all secrets - i give my life just to keep it
oh, either stoned or ashamed
and the world will not be blamed
i will waste no time hoping
while fear and sickness is beyond all bearing
i'd rather bow down to those maggots
while the stench of the wounded and hopeless
leaves that bitter mark of misanthropy
bow down
let me at least praise my dream
behind those lies
their penchant on my misery was not
plain to see
7. A New Era
i see the ruins of wasted years - left behind to die
i feel the silence closing in and I watch the stars collide
let us dream and try to breathe
though all life in us is dead
memories – will I awake when I fall asleep?
there are no more roads to run
no one is there when you're falling down
this is a new era
tragedy strikes - suddenly –
i don’t know how to escape this
i don’t need no one to tell me who to be
there are no more roads to run
another pale hope for life is gone
see my scars right here
the most regrettable fear
see my scars right here
melted out of memories
carved in ivory skin
8. We Shall All Bleed
another heart, another life, just another test
another murder, another lie, just another death
and ours is to suffer - for you want always more
and ours is to suffer - you kill all that we adore
i don't need no master to command
i am the law by myself
paradise is falling down
and you try to leave this goddamn town
and your world is burning down
like rats forsaking a sinking ship
down to your knees and pray
but we shall all bleed
together eternally
for this is the hell we
the hell we all created
another heart, another life, just another breath
another place, another world, just another chance
what kind of paradise are you creating here?
what the fuck do you expect?
with every lie you whisper to our ears
a town underfed with love
born up from pain
9. Renegade
all I asked for was a smile
to feel at least like one of your kind
and I waited for a lifetime
and will still wait for a while
i guess I never felt so cold
all I asked for was the truth
while your lies punched like fists in my face
and still I wait for just a statement
but slowly frustration overwhelms me
tear it down - never look back
tear the world down - to regenerate
i don't belong here - not at all
refresh ethics - i am the renegade
all I asked for was respect
in a world without any self-esteem
but still I wait for someone
to wake me up
and tell me it was just a dream
but now the damage is done
and the cuts are far too deep
no more room for failure
no longer I will wait
i leave it all behind in chaos
once I will build it back up stronger
before the last buds of beauty degenerate
i will have my say
10. Martyr To Science
congratulations my little friends
you have the chance to become a martyr to science
a hungry man has no conscience
and I badly hunger
it's not the lust to kill or torture
but what is your life worth, compared to millions
swallow these pills - shoot me to fame
while you meet your end
that's one small step for you
but could become a leap for mankind
and who cares about some dead bugs
on our verminous rotten planet
once unimpressive - don't be afraid
i will give your life a sense
take the injections - martyr to science
the a part of the progression - martyr to science
while your tumor is pounding, it's just uniqueness you feel
your death is our future, we are reinventing the wheel
your little brains can just not comprehend
it's all about business and not about commiseration
immunizations already cure generations
so come out of your cage
it's time to take the final deathblow
mankind needs money, research and control
and all the non-human beings play a minor role
transmitting our diseases to lovely and innocent beings
watching them suffer
is the most horrible idea
but maybe perversion
is the only cure for our plagues
11. Awakened By Sirens
by the light of the moon dark thoughts rise up
they haunt my dreams while the wind
carries their voices and screams
awakened by sirens, armed with the wrath of gods
we ride the storm, may our rage defend creation
awakened by sirens, armed with the wrath of gods
we ride the storm, may our rage defend creation
by the light of the moon dark thoughts rise up
now we haunt your dreams while the wind
carries our warcries
under cover of darkness
beneath the bleeding horizon
your end's now justified
12. To Where The Skies Are Blue
sun goes down once again
while I sit here and feel the tears
running down my cheeks
no - I am not afraid of the dark
but the darker it gets the more I realize
that there is no one to depend on
no one to believe in
and so I wait to die here all alone
like the daylight dies while it is fading away
because nobody knows for sure that the sun will burn
through that cold night once more
so I pray for someone to come and make my life seem like
it's still worth livin' it - so I pray for you to come
but still the hardest things to say
are the words that I mean the most
come on angel, say that you
love me and nothing in this
world will ever scare me again
take me to where the skies are blue
13. Htrae
i never introduced myself
i am the opposite of all you ever longed for
you will call me the widow maker
before you get even married
today is the day where all your dreams will be buried
buried deep under wretched lies
where nobody cares, nobody will hear your cries
i love to watch you cry, may your tears never dry
forgiveness denied my lust can never be satisfied
today is my day and you can be my witness
beauty turns to pain while we dance in the acid rain
horror to whom horror is due
let's kill your mother earth
and turn the world to and orphanage
horror to whom horror is due
leave the dirt where dirt belongs
and this dirty world belongs to you, dirt bag
the best to happen this century
fake light turns into definite obscurity
Dirt bag, dirt bag
you saw trees of green red roses too
but now they're gone for me and you
and I think to myself you dig your own grave
and I think to myself what a horrible place
that lovely success will be based on your disgrace
this world is mine for a nickel and a dime
14. End Begins
executioners
raise your swords
avengers
these lives are yours
let's start with the end now
prepare their graves
their lives are worth nothing
their hearts even less
so comrades come on
let's teach them respect
so comrades come on now
let's rip some flesh
let us start with the end now
let's rip some flesh
and in the end they will pray
that the sun also shines in hell
far away from the others
removed from the rest of the world
they will regret what they did
you will regret what you did
there is no peace for the insincere
and in the end you will pray
that the sun also shines in hell
for a person such as yourself
can only live under the earth
you're a worthless fool
rotten and stinking
even the devil himself
will not accept you in hell
15. The Arsenic River
underwater in the arsenic river
our lungs collapsed in our hollow chests
what have our demons done?
is this the shape of things to come?
what have our demons done?
what have we become?
every single spoken word monotone
each and every color monochrome
every feeling, I am feeling (I am feeling) overthrown
and caught inside this monologue
we have become machine men with black hearts
and machine minds playing their game of crowns
i’m feeling numb
as always caught
only seeking forgiveness
the only way out
underwater in the arsenic river
no lungs to breathe inside our hollow chests
16. Petition For Mercy
17. Broken Mirror
18. What's The Use
19. Face To Face
20. Ignorance
21. Deprivation
22. The One Who's Silent Seems To Consent
23. Picture
24. A Song Full Of Abhorrence In A World Without Feelings…
25. With A Smile On My Face
26. The End Of The World
27. 10.000 Generations In Blood
28. When Time Runs Out
29. Awakened By Sirens
by the light of the moon dark thoughts rise up
they haunt my dreams while the wind
carries their voices and screams
awakened by sirens, armed with the wrath of gods
we ride the storm, may our rage defend creation
awakened by sirens, armed with the wrath of gods
we ride the storm, may our rage defend creation
by the light of the moon dark thoughts rise up
now we haunt your dreams while the wind
carries our warcries
under cover of darkness
beneath the bleeding horizon
your end's now justified
30. Earthlings
thrown into your world
son of a gun
for sure the last man standing
when the sun is gone
thrown into your world
upside-down
i am the monster reaching out
for your crown
always - remember my words
as you make your bed you must lie
time to sleep, mankind - time to die
i think, tomorrow for you just won't make it
as I am the monster you created
humanity's bastard sons - are you ready?
humanity's bastard son
ready to do what has to be done
a funeral feast for all the deceased
bring back beauty while your priests preach
a life of decay
a call to arms for the weak - today is the day
let me free this world of all parasites
now as I am the only one alive
i thank your god, only once, for he created
suicide
when on earth - do as earthlings do
when on earth - earthlings, shame on you
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