Emancer
The Menace Within
Enter Goddamned CNS
Heavy anesthetics dripped
On deformed animalistic eyes
And the fat needles penetrate
Visiting a core of trauma
The situation seems far beyond
Historically multiplied beyond
Above any unreal fantasy
Of paradoxical incidents
Demons to overcome
The fair and the pain become long awaited signs of subsistence
Uncountable numbers of evil meet the strength of the victim
The victim who begs for more voltage
The stream-like deadly pearls against a dead soul of mockery
Chances described as balloons beneath concrete
Saucery... familiar faces... electric anger... organized wrath
Disbelief... religion... programmed incarnated cinema... of the razor's edge
Any pain finished, but only to begin again...
Body leaves bed by power... hanging in between
Eternal journey inside... road trips... ghostride
Poor victim - poor audience - poor tragedies - poor victims
GODDAMNED!!! GODDAMNED!!! GODDAMNED!!!
- Helstein
Volatile Winter
Touched by the wind of a void
A void growing inside
The pain gifted by life
Explodes in red lines
The smell of death in the wind
A raindrop touches the skin
Calms the feeling of now
Sends me back again
Objects keep floating around
All is blurred by the void inside
Flickering light smudges to black
In darkness nothing is real but pain and death
I keep falling without even sensing the air
Howling around my body lost in meaningless fear
Have I wandered here all the time, in demonic fog?
Have I waited to be released, am I already lost?
Sickening
Repulsive
Exhausting
I have no lore
Every day is a marshland journey
Every night is a year of mourning
Every time I hear a joke
Every time I want to choke
Every day is a marshland journey
Every night is a year of mourning
All I see is my own war
Crushed to bits like never before
Destructive Splinter
Volatile Winter
Fucked up and ready to die
Even now you won't see me cry
Blood rushes, blood boils
My world - begone!
- Mithrin
Claustrophobium
Deep wounds through hindsight craving forces,
Has left you this encouragement
To this accelerating float
Challenging the speed of light
A magnetic grip controls you... A torture between bipoles...
The swirl is hopeless... it feels right
And this is doubtless a lonely fight
Who holds the main responsibility!?
As this will denies to give up
Word of perfect sense has far beyond retreated
Bound to dwell my soul in this circulating undecided fog
[Yearning for breath, though never again it feels...
The light denies even the future me...]
[I know you must wonder, but actually...]
Where this paranormality goes on, there is endless space...
Expanding in self denial, with this anxiety
In claustrophobia it dwells!
For my senses arrived and registrated
Before the fall...
Somewhere in the forbidden zone our destiny is in rehearsal
This nutritious and risky experience...
I can feel your curiosity... shivering!
The [second] sight of redefined times...
...glimpses of what will bring us further...
...the swallowed apple and the aftertaste...
[And believe that] the post unexplainable pain
Is after all within the second link in an endless chain...
[As we think deeply]: do you still hate the main tool?!
- Helstein
Pallid Eyes
Welcome to the torture chamber
Where all you cherish is bound to rot
Welcome to the darkest place
Where l am god and you are not
Step in to a world where all light slumbers
Where a heart's about to crumble
Where the ice won't melt by normal heat
And the exit is the ultimate defeat
I am the selfish man
You stare at pallid eyes
I am the bitter man
You fear my pallid eyes
I hate to be enslaved
I hate to be in sickbed
I am the selfish man
I hate you
Pallid Eyes
You fear the lack of popularity
You feel the need for company
You're acting on your own empty stage
I have no need for you
Walk into the tragedies of mankind
While I enjoy the emerald of mayhem
- Mithrin
Reclamation of Merciless January
Final entrance ensured by the month of rebels
Betrayed by the tilting season, in a luminous age
White crystallic angels - wet, cold... germinating...
Pouring... and blurring the distance
(Apparently) a fusion of winter's own tempting introduction
Of it's most complete and wildest of proud beauty
On and on these luke-warm games, endeavor into withdrawal
Of an element not yet ready... you were never prepared for this
Also within nature, much feeds the lust for more
A seemingly smooth, calculable walk
Dissilluted by the lurking of January's crop
Absurd and undeserved
And the bitterness reflects the faces of the mourning masses
Full-bodied, fruitless fragments! Fear falling first!
Forcible frostbitten fever! Frailed feelings fade...
Hardly crossing the bridge to maturity
How an we still so easily forget each other's abilities?
The back of the medallion for the challenger of our insidious sceneries
Thoughts of him, on the other side
Hopes for reception of wanted equanimity
Taken by the same chains you were cut (free) from
Lost by freedom of being astray
The taste of newborn leaves, from inside and out
Dominating this end which confronts another beginning
A return decided by the gods of mountainous legendary west
Carried home this way by what you cherished the most
And mutual desire between you and mother earth
Here wait to receive the secrets of your travel
And your longing for the chapter of everrest
- Helstein
Bloodwhore
Fire alarm — burst to flames
Praise your scars — erase the remains
Feel the need — slay to feed
Scorch the earth — burn the seed
Die!
Entangled in planted hate, a fiction world that's real
The blood rushes to the heads with steel covered belief
An ocean wave of flesh and bones as hell is unleashed
The micro creatures see themselves as something in a dream
Bloodwhore
(...and when you awake from that dream, all is gone...)
Now there is nothing to reflect your soul
You fulfill your ego to end up stone cold
When you fall you will see the blood on your hands
When you die you cannot shelter from fear
You can't open the gates to yourself
You are tied in chains made of your own blood
You can see but it's all an illusion
You can crawl but to escape you'll have to run
Bloodwhore
How does it feel to erase your vision?
How does it feel to destroy your sphere?
When you fall, you fall to your death
How does it feel to destroy yourself?
- Mithrin
Disfigured Divinity
You sense a radical change? Awake is the core of renewed lust
With its power to rearrange. You are blinded by the gift of possession
[Computerized, you'll feel the bytes, getting all cynical as we speak]
Thickened skin of thee seems to reveal
While confidence accelerates [to the endless peak]
Red-painted snake drowns
An undescribed so-called disorder
Warmly welcomed into the overwhelming
To the state where you choose between powers not counted for
Can you feel the godish present of your time?
You can't resist the road of infinite view
None can, hardly no one meets the opportunity
Luckily about nell, could stand the appearance
I can see an almighty obscurity. [so real]
Draining completely through all your systems
A colossal blood pumping endangered disease
This is the condition unable to maintain
Looks like a god - Feels like a god - Plans like a god - Heals like a god
Celestial gifted - premature conclusions - second sight - controlling the light
Demonstrate the whole index of magic
Silkwhite surely turns noir black
The contrast so utterly tragic, the order of sequence is even wrong
Thrilled, for sure, are the even higher ones. Cackle of sick satisfaction
Of invisible directors. You know, it can still be heard
I saw you, like a flower of war
I saw you, greedy on your frightful pride
I saw you, when beauty overbloomed
I saw you, still stubborn while withering
I saw you, between the falling leaves, undressing your naked stalk
[I saw you,] as thorns occupied and settled your will
Surrounded by the thorns you are still throwing new seeds
Diving in the underworld
Scars disappearing in fire, all opposite
Thorns between any conclusions
Of the shadows it produced
Still you hide behind hazardous imagination
[They will never stop looking inside your head
Anyway there's no light for them there
You know this, also accepting immortal turmoil
Dignity and pride rebuilt with tweezers accuracy
Welcome to fragile shelter, where courage is your second spine]
- Helstein
Enticing Defeat
Nod your head, roll on the floor
Be prepared to be ignored
Be the dumb, be the blind
Laugh or you are left behind
See and learn, aim and kill
Fight on order, die at will
Spread the word, curse my life
Make yourself the broken knife
Infect your mind
Open deceit
Individual erased
Enticing defeat
Follow the lead, though the leader is sick
Eat the bread, though the bread is poisoned
Walk in the line, though the path is your doom
As you vanish in smoke you can blame someone else
Sacrifice the flames in your heart
With a smile on your face while you cry inside
Aroused with relief from responsible acts
Mingle in masses as a method to hide
Infect your mind
Open deceit
Individual erased
Enticing defeat
- Mithrin
Explicit Repugnance (of Dying)
Sealing hides the thoughts, the day hides what has never been
Far from lonely, exhumed with the overload onbrought
Though for you, impossible to get it shown
Strictly illegal remembrance
Am I the sniper of self-constructed mindpictures?
Strictly shocking clairvoyance
Do you really try to tempt me again?
A grim pile of photographic hell, taken over by the next...
Sweatpearls made by a new greedy visitor
Though "Harvest what you sow", they said
The only shelter coming is violence
Though totally overshadowed by no mental life ...
...too gone to expire - too emaciated to exhale...
Strictly unholy malnutrition
Ain't no cure for a death so impure
Strictly manifoldic events
Still the duties of a mission?
Incredibly extension of never again!
As the hosts kept on moving
With a continuously killing embrace
Various trips made flesh to receipts
[...to those better of hidden yet...]
Melting plastics - memories regain
Rubber gone - tissue become
Cellular tissue adjustment - fictions no more
...still just pleasures of failure...for a projector of defeat...
Ironic emotional unbelief
Everything serious gets tangible
Smooth touches of clumsiness
Makes the days easier
Hard to hold back laughter
Moral seems ridiculous but present
In a disgraceful strange way
Sanity stamped by conflicting emotions
Humbleness and revolt collides in new manners
Hate surrendered to smiles of unsureness
Yet so tender, such a pressure of attention
What has been and what is yet to come...
[i am not to] define what's going down today
Told that only death can release
That the coffin is where to find peace
But what if...
- Helstein
The Menace Within
Emancer Chapter Four
Recorded in 2003 & 2004 at The Hartvix Facilities
Mixed, mastered and produced by Mithrin
All music by Mithrin. Lyrics by Helstein and Mithrin
Melody on "Disfigured Divinity" taken from
the soundtrack of "Last Ninja 2" by Matt Gray
"Reclamation of Merciless January"
written in the memory of Valfar, Terje Bakken
Thanks to everyone supportive over the years
You know who you are
Special thanks to X for being one of the
founding members and for providing the drums
Graphical layout by GrooveArt
Artwork and photos by Heather Elizabeth Sumpter
http//www.precious-heart net/
Bandphoto by Jannicke
Released by Golden Lake Productions
Emancer anno 2004:
Mithrin - instruments & electronics
Gorbag - main vocals
With great help from:
Helstein - clean vocals
www.goldenlakeprods.co.uk
www.emanceronline.com
Lyrics in plain text format
