Novembers Doom
Bled White
1. Bled White
Reaching high above the realm of reason
In your absence the heart bleeds dry
I know you share the sickening hurt
The more you love me, the more I die
The years I've waited, the lonely, the foul
I curse the very day the city brought light
Rising hope for the cripple we fear
The heart now severed, I've been bled white
Dreams only go so far, It's never enough for me
The yearning for something more
Forever doesn't seem long enough
When you consider the time now lost
The years I've waited, the lonely, the foul
I curse the very day the city brought light
Rising hope for the cripple we fear
The heart now severed, I've been bled white
Burning for the color in dark
When no one hears the sound of my heart
The absent tries to hollow my soul
Bleeding!
I have been bled white!
Sifting through a million words,
hunting for yours
The cold distant lost embrace
Longing the hours until we will meet again
Desperate to be saved, I pine in wait
The years I've waited, the lonely, the foul
I curse the very day the city brought light
Rising hope for the cripple we fear
The heart now severed, I've been bled white
Burning for the color in dark
When no one hears the sound of my heart
The absent tries to hollow my soul
Bleeding!
I have been bled white!
If I'm accused of a thousand crimes
And the sun hides from my sight
There is a positive to behold this day...
I don't have to watch you walk away from me
The years I've waited, the lonely, the foul
I curse the very day the city brought light
Rising hope for the cripple we fear
The heart now severed, I've been bled white
Burning for the color in dark
When no one hears the sound of my heart
The absent tries to hollow my soul
Bleeding!
I have been bled white!
2. Heartfelt
The air is thick, no stone unturned
The failure was yours to remind me
I tried my best for the waves of joy
But the darkness was overwhelming
One more song that belongs to me
To remind me of the days of my hate
The life, the pain, the shattered hope
For one last time, this is goodbye
The fight is gone, I have nothing left
I've long begged my final plea
With heartfelt hate, I prayed for your death
My implore was answered, I loom atop your grave
I wish you pain for eternity ahead
You deserve to suffer with this fate
looking back to the joyous days
So very few of these to draw from
The fight is gone, I have nothing left
I've long begged my final plea
With heartfelt hate, I prayed for your death
My implore was answered, I loom atop your grave
I've been waiting for so long
To see the life leave from your eyes
I had a dream that you were scared
And it brought me so much joy
I hope you suffered at your end
You bled me out of my fear
The fight is gone, I have nothing left
I've long begged my final plea
With heartfelt hate, I prayed for your death
My implore was answered, I loom atop your grave
I'll visit your remains every chance I have
If only to laugh at your demise
I'll show you I have no regret
And we'll both indulge the lie
I can only hope that Hell is real
Where demons are eating your soul
The life, the pain, I love to hate you
Beneath the earth is where you rot
3. Just Breathe
I imagine the mirror on your wall
Reflecting years of forgotten past
Looking deep into the eyes that hide
I'm wishing for brighter days
Just breathe beautiful one
As life hands you a stunning smile
Wear the crown and hold the future
It gets better from here, just breathe
Lonely hearts with spirit crushed
Disrespecting from a venomous tongue
Turning blame onto yourself
In a world where the fault is not yours
Just breathe beautiful one
As life hands you a stunning smile
Wear the crown and hold the future
It gets better from here, just breathe
This is simply yours
All the people's force to bring
This is my attempt to heal your heart
To restore your faith that was taken away
Don't fade away
Stay where you are
I can give you my strength
And pick you up when you fall
Brighter days are on their way
For the darkness will carry on
Embrace the moon and see the stars
I know it's all for you
It gets better from here
Just breathe
4. Scorpius
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5. Unrest
When love is not enough, and darkness clouds the light
A short-lived brilliance, leave us in the pass
Your gift to touch so many, in your absence so many more
Your broken heart has shattered us all
I only hope you found the peace you were searching for
I pray your smile is now pure
With a life full of unrest, Clear to see in print of bold
You are missed with broken hearts
Never a regret, with forward sight
The impossible wait fractures the soul
All I want was this not to be
And saying goodbye is all I can do
I only hope you found the peace you were searching for
I pray your smile is now pure
With a life full of unrest, Clear to see in print of bold
You are missed with broken hearts
Despite my knowing the logic within
This madness of loss takes control
I can see you had your reason
Cage your soul to calm the unrest
This never ending cycle
Hope brings familiar pain
The vast wealth of knowledge
The same mistakes are made
This circle of life goes around
Delivering the crushing blow
Each time it makes it's pass
Breaking me more each time
Broken hearts battle the ache
What will become of our tormented minds
How can we understand the depth of your being
When we've lost the man that was
I only hope you found the peace you were searching for
I pray your smile is now pure
With a life full of unrest, Clear to see in print of bold
You are missed with broken hearts
Despite my knowing the logic within
This madness of loss takes control
I can see you had your reason
Cage your soul to calm the unrest
6. The Memory Room
I have fashioned a secret room
Within my mind where memories hide
Between you and I, where life thrives
For we own the night's stars
Face to face, I breathe your breath
I can see your soul through these eyes
And with a smile from your lips
I am happily lost in the memory room
Chasing lost years without a single find
Wishing for more time between our lives
The culmination of all that is grand
And our salvation resonates deep
Within the memory room
In this place we'll hide from light
Under the stars and sharing the night
An autumn's breeze or summer heat
We'll plant the seed of tomorrow
You have saved me once again
From the depth of my own misery
To feed my youth and repair my dreams
Born with a fear for dying alone
Chasing lost years without a single find
Wishing for more time between our lives
The culmination of all that is grand
And our salvation resonates deep
Within the memory room
There is no key to open this door
This place is ours to determine its yield
And it is here where I cherish your love
For the smile was all I ever needed
Chasing lost years without a single find
Wishing for more time between our lives
The culmination of all that is grand
And our salvation resonates deep
Within the memory room
7. The Brave Pawn
I curse the day I believed in you
For I put my trust in your heart
I'm punished for the seeds I've sown
The fool had cost me more than words
I am the one possessed by night
The bastard who broke you down
Torturing the pawn in pure delight
I am the king without his crown
Every time I lift my head
My hate for you grows more
I was innocent in the eyes of just
No prayers can unbind my hands
I am the one possessed by night
The bastard who broke you down
Torturing the pawn in pure delight
I am the king without his crown
I accept the burden for the calling of the brave
I abstain from giving you the power that you crave
Each and every silent day that pass before my eyes
Proof of non-existence and your cold pathetic lies
I release you from my site
Leaving me with this hand of fate
Passing judgment before I was alive
Until my death, I shall see you burn
I am the one possessed by night
The bastard who broke you down
Torturing the pawn in pure delight
I am the king without his crown
I accept the burden for the calling of the brave
I abstain from giving you the power that you crave
Each and every silent day that pass before my eyes
Proof of non-existence and your cold pathetic lies
8. Clear
Sitting in Silence
And the still is more painful than words
I say to you, dream on my dear
And I hope you find what you need there
It's been for you so very long
this time it's for me
I always looked through the eyes of the blind
Into he night where it all dies away
Where dawns sun shows a new path
Now is the time I need to clear
One the day the sun died
With an empty stare, I wasn't cold
All I wanted was belief in you
I don't believe you anymore
It's been for you far so very long
this time it's for me
I always looked into the eyes of the blind
Into the night where it all dies away
Where dawns sun shows a new path
Now is the time I need to clear
What lies in the wake of a life now lost
Would shatter the hear of the pure
This facade we wear like a mask of pride
It only hides the disappointing truth
It's been for you far so very long
this time it's for me
I always looked into the eyes of the blind
Into the night where it all dies away
Where dawns sun shows a new path
Now is the time I need to clear
9. The Grand Circle
When the cowardice reigns
Truth to be revealed
for this life is endless torture
And the failure continues to breed
Round it goes and doesn't stop
Like a drop of blood, perfectly shaped
The grad circle of life we live
The pain returns with a different face
What goes around, comes around
For every soul is alike
One betrayer, one deceiver
One of many, they all shatter the heart
Round it goes and doesn't stop
Like a drop of blood, perfectly shaped
The grad circle of life we live
The pain returns with a different face
Slipping between my fingers
Any hope of seeing the light
When the time and place is not my own
A ruthless game we play
Why must we be punished
For the crimes we did not commit?
This day is filled with disaster
And I fall between the lines
Waste no time on those undeserving
A hidden strength to drive your soul
You mean the world to those around you
And we'll dance until the sun shines
It took a lifetime to get here
And it starts anew
My voice will help guide the way
To show you salvation
What have you become
The thief of broken hearts
Collecting each piece along
Trophies for the ego's mind
Round it goes and doesn't stop
Like a drop of blood, perfectly shaped
The grad circle of life we live
The pain returns with a different face
10. Animus
Tread lightly through the shadows
Out of sight from your God's eyes
In the city we walk for days
The mission of life's most awkward lull
Dodge the sun for the light is wasted
Searching for the criminal who stole your heart
Scour the dark while hunting the scum
The vile scent burns the air we breathe
He has what is mine, and I need it back
Taken without warning from the wounded one
Without permission makes you a thief
And your punishment will be bold
Dodge the sun for the light is wasted
Searching for the criminal who stole your heart
Scour the dark while hunting the scum
The vile scent burns the air we breathe
I live in animus to tear your world apart
I breathe the hate and my hate is pure
I'm hunting you down, That you can be certain of
And when I find you, May your God have mercy on
your soul
The distance I travel, so far and so vast
My blood leaves this trail to find my way back
The flesh turns white for color is lost
This body is weak and slowly drying out
I will not hesitate when the time is before me
To strike the heart of the beast who dwells
Extinguish the life of that selfish sin
And carry your heart home in a golden case
Here I live in animus to tear your world apart
I breathe the hate and my hate is pure
I'm hunting you down, That you can be certain of
And when I find you, May your God have mercy on
your soul
11. The Silent Dark
Here in the silent dark
The emptiness reveals my heart
Why are you so ashamed of me?
Living in a secret that no one sees
For all the tears I have cried
Embracing the sins of my past
It's those who surround me
And I see the worst in them all
I struggle with my demons
These are mine to bear
I can see your constant smile
That is, until you look at me
Dying alone where my legacy ends
The trumpet wave through audible air
The final breath that I draw in
Death rattle groan that no one hears
I've done this to myself, I created my own hell
What a fitting place for my end, for my end
I have bled my final drop
No longer can I stop the ache
Bleeding out all the honesty
Leaving an empty shell of doubt
Who is it you seek comfort in?
What is it I cannot provide?
I know of stealth in the cover of dark
That thief in the night was me
Dying alone where my legacy ends
The trumpet wave through audible air
The final breath that I draw in
Death rattle groan that no one hears
I've done this to myself, I created my own hell
What a fitting place for my end, for my end
Fading away at the forefront of pain
This mind is trampled by my very soul
I've done this to myself, I created my own hell
What a fitting place for my end
My last step on this earth
With a desperate look in my eyes
Now is when I need you to believe me
And know this was all for real
So I wait at the shore of failure
And I know it could happen to me
I just may deserve the exact same fate
And my path in life is bending
Here in the silent dark
The emptiness reveals my heart
Why are you so ashamed of me?
Living in a secret that no one sees
My last step on this earth
With a desperate look in my eyes
Now is when I need you to believe me
And know this was all for real
So I wait at the shore of failure
And I know it could happen to me
I just may deserve the exact same fate
And my path in life is bending
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