Solitude Aeturnus
Alone
1. Scent Of Death
Flesh peeled exposing the rotting scent of death
The center of damnation
Tears shed falling into the abyss
Sorrow wraps its arms
On knees I bend wounds enrapture
Breaking – writhing – God’s pain eternal
Into oblivion once again – sights focus
With blind resolve – killing the child
[x2]
Born from life
The stench of pleasure
Drowned in failed visions
A rip through time
Destroyed and beaten – a black shadow looms
Destroyed and beaten – the shadow looms
[x2]
Born from life
The stench of pleasure
Drowned in failed visions
A rip through time
Take me
Laid – exposed
And dead
A world bears upon
This wretched creature
The prayers of relief – soon unanswered
The child – further into the dark fades
Obliterated by the hands of the now dead
Upon my side they rest
No longer wishing for life
The child lets go
The child lets go
Buried in blood
2. Waiting For The Light
Sunlight fails you
The darkness falls
upon your – pale soft skin
Wet, dripping pain
bound by black
lucid dreams – from injected steel
[x3]
I see the sadness falling from your face
You cry out loud
The mounting fear
A muffled cry
Wide open – eyes spilling life
[x4]
You’ll still be waiting for the light
Waiting
3. Blessed Be The Dead
A dream, a lie
Nothing to be
A death, a loss
God gives nothing
Dreadful delusions
Blissful peace
Why do I ache?
Must find release
A nagging pain on and on
Back laid, sky above
Why do I ache?
Changing perceptions
A vision slowly dies
Pain within slowly grows
Save me, I fall
Again I fall
Save me, I’m lost
Again I’m lost
Blessed be thy dead
Dreadful delusions
Blissful peace
Why do I ache?
Must find release
A nagging pain on and on
Back laid, sky above
Why do I ache?
4. Sightless
Paths illuminated by hell's fires
Floating onward to end's demise
Turn to see the once was
Turn to see what was
This spirit flails with twisted motion
Another claimed by God’s delusions
This spirit flails with twisted motion
Another claimed by God’s delusions
With a weary heart
Accepting defeat
Soiled from within
Tainted by existence
Softly speaking with tongues of anguish
The calm invades breath the foul air
Composed of nothing I return to nothing
Composed of nothing I return
Reclaimed again the beauty departs
Wings of life never gain flight
Reclaimed again the beauty departs
Wings of life never gain flight
With a weary heart
Accepting defeat
Soiled from within
Tainted by existence
Goodbye to the known
Embrace the black hell
Names for demons still unknown
Floating onward to end's demise
The calm invades breath the foul air
This spirit flails with twisted motion
Another claimed by God’s delusions
This spirit flails with twisted motion
Sightless as the flesh tears
[x2]
With a weary heart
Accepting defeat
Soiled from within
Tainted by existence
5. Upon Within
Setting sunlight embraces my body
As I stand upon a precipice of death
Faceless as the dark descends
Reclaiming a once vivid soul
Torn from this plain, not ready yet
Taken into the ethereal
Visions never achieved, lifeless and broken
A moment in time, wiped from existence
[x2]
Twisted and tainted
Black emotional pain
Drawing on life’s blood
Drowned by the hand of fate
Horizons with no movement, forever still
Falling rain, washing the dead
Mocking the motionless eternally damned
Dreams unfulfilled, dreams unfulfilled
As weakness takes hold, and binds
Screaming in silence, words falling, never heard
Taken into the dark dreams of substance
Bent beyond repair, beyond repair bent
Twisted and tainted
Black emotional pain
Drawing on life’s blood
Drowned by the hand of fate
6. Burning
Thoughts collide, raping shreds of sanity
Invading my mind through light and dark
A vision of beauty, spreading wings, envelope my soul
Breathing life, releasing the pain
Lighting flames upon a darkened path
Awaiting reprieve, one image burns
I no longer control myself
Pushed and pulled
beyond my strength
Eyes that shine, words unknown
Pushed and pulled
I no longer control myself
Awaking by chance, the spinning circle grows
A oyre fir rest, this body now limp
Silent prayers recite themselves
A pacing motion, well maintained
Dancing softly, a world stands still
Damp with sorrow as wounds yet bleed
Mindless tomorrows, havoc calls my name
Lucid and alone, death calls my name
I no longer control myself
Pushed and pulled
beyond my strength
Eyes that shine, words unknown
Pushed and pulled
I no longer control myself
She sends a voice, angelic sounds
Touching a heart, shrouded in mist
Lifting the veil, to receive the black
An angel descends, God’s greatest gift
7. Is There…
A burning hate that grows
As the one’s released from within, within my sphere
Tomorrow brings only plight
Another day of nothing
“Praise be” to the one, the one that gives
Treasures, only a token of misguidance
A lie only to be lead and to be followed blindly
Release the pain
Follow your word
How can one, one believe
When hell is all that is given
Where is the truth
Where is the light
Where is the peace
Where is God
Where is the truth
Where is God
Desires to be
Desires to live
Who, who is the God
Forever spinning
Forever dead
Bent and twisted
A pleasure only you behold
Make the meager weak
Love they god and behold
Praise be
Where is the truth
Where is the light
Where is the peace
Where is God
Where is the truth
Where is God
Desires to be
Desires to live
Heaven is not far
but tied I go nowhere
Visions of life to be
are wasted thoughts
and time continually
beaten and dragged through life
Where is the truth
Where is the light
Where is the peace
Where is God
Where is the truth
Where is God
Desires to be…
8. Tomorrow’s Dead
Awash in waves of darkness
Light creeping, unwelcome
Visions behind these eyes
They melt into rivers of death
A burning desire, rips and tears
Drifting endlessly, days pass
Give me breath
Give me love
Give another day
Don’t let me fade
Sorrow bleeds these veins
Another hour of loneliness
Waiting as the world falls apart
Give me breath
Give me love
Give another day
Don’t let me fade
9. Essence Of Black
Numbing the pain
Pathetic creations of unresolve
Pain controls from within
The dark knows me well
Draining my essence as I sit in silence
Walking empty through the rest of my days
Barren plains filling the void
Winds that chill, frozen in all movement
Repeating followed patterns
Days last for nothing, cold, so cold
Staring blindly into spiraling circles
Another injection of peace subdues
Am I tired or am I losing touch
Three stand before, binding the lost
Shattered days, shredding my skin
Bleeding the essence
The essence of black
The essence of black
The essence of...
Confusing the mental, emotions they fall free
Unrelenting and ceaseless
Split in two by night and day
No balance to be had
Shattered days, shredding my skin
Bleeding the essence
The essence of black
The essence of black
The essence of black
The essence of...
10. Embrace
Pieces shattered and separate
Deep in detestation
Numbing imagery
Slithering, seething of my spiritless soul
Desperation, oh it permeates my consciousness
Talons of hysteria embrace my delirium
Embrace the brilliance, embrace the absurdity
Embrace the demons of your delusion
Embrace the brilliance, embrace the absurdity
Embrace the demons in your soul
Sweet agony racks my, oh my tortured cage
Feeding the insanity of my conception
Murky waters flood decaying, decaying passages
Lacerating the recesses of my lucidity
Embrace the brilliance, embrace the absurdity
Embrace the demons of your delusion
Embrace the brilliance, embrace the absurdity
Embrace the demons in your soul
The demons in your mind....
Mangled, clawing through the destruction
Total destitution choking every passage
Crushed and consumed oblivion descends
Sweet insanity calls my name
Embrace the brilliance, embrace the absurdity
Embrace the demons of your delusion
Embrace the brilliance, embrace the absurdity
Embrace the demons in your soul
The demons in your mind....
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