Throes of Dawn - Pakkasherra
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ACROSS THE LOVELESS HORIZON
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"This solitude is all I have
cold nothingness is all I share
with myself"
Embittered, by time and the loneliness
so loveless
is our horizon of emptiness
Final sunset of our lives
never to miss the light
the dawn will never come
"these times are not like before
too much sorrow
nothing for tomorrow
the path of life seems to be long
boredom leads to a shorter way"
dreams ending into tragedies-
suicide dreams
I was not to be in this world
cursed to be human
watching, the final sunset of life
drifting, out of this time
Across the horizon flew a star
towards unknown horizons
i flew
THE NIGHT BELONGS TO US
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there it lies, under a midnight sky
a stony sign of your ended life
in moonlight I buried my bride
hopeless I cry
"Why did you have to die ?"
The wind whispers your name
I miss your sweet embrace
all happiness is away
only sadness and sorrow stays
"Wake my beauty rise from your chest
I open open your casket and set you free
my pale beauty, open your eyes
together we dance in dim moonlight"
In my dreams you come back to me
in reality you will eternally sleep
there somewhere I will be with you
I dig my grave beside you ...
"A piece of eternity only for us
the night truly belongs to us ..."
My sorrow is too srong
I´m all alone, all good
from life is gone,
trying to forget, in this
nothingness I curse myself
no more I can take this life so fake
my feelings are turning to rage,
life has no gain, wind whispers
your name
where I killed myself ...
PAKKASHERRA
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From the heart of northern storms
after several lifetimes go by
I, the coldness arise
Touching the sky, turning the light
to frosty shine, forming to frost
I am a ghost, the lord of frost
wolves call my name-
Pakkasherra
I am the northern wind-
Pakkasherra
With the black wings of light
I fly to the castle of mine
higher to the mountains
deeper to the woods
to the cold heart of moon
WATCHER IN THE TOWER
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I dream ...
moon came behind the clouds
revealing
a black tower, this tower rises in
other
reality, yet I´ve been there several
times ... in dreams
Life was nothing, never, until I found
the truth
the truth of never existing, doom
the secrets not for milleniums told
the tower waits for the arrival of my soul
From the tower opens a view
into worlds so distant, but so true
I´m to be the thyrant, of my realm
as I carry the light of other knowing
Wind whispers me: "come with me ..."
Burn me- spread my ashes into the
wind
as a shadow I descend into my
eternity
no path leads there ... from the dust
I materialize before the gates silvery
I stand beholding my fate
black tower with open gates
wind greets me as I enter the cold
tower, endless stairs to my destiny
the gate closes behind me,
never to be opened again ...
COSMIC SEAS
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I drown into ocean, into the shoreless
ocean of eternity, stars pull my soul
into the breath taking views of the abyss,
the abyss has no end, an endless journey
through the stars, abyssic black darkness
is inside me ...
No solid touch
only the stars that watch
I saw my fate as it was written before
time
...in the cosmic seas
where the stars are burning me
I drown into streams
of the cosmic seas
I faced my destiny, it was always there
waiting for my end ...
...in the cosmic seas
where the stars are burning me
I drown into the streams
of the cosmic seas
"Deeper to the cosmos I will fall
the emptiness of infinity ... fills me
I breathe ... not air but the power
of stars ... my heart beats in the
rhythm of the universe
I share the harmony of eternity"
My heart beats
in these endless streams
immortality
in the cosmic seas
END IS SILENCE
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Mournfully, the same sun rises
again
the times of yesterday are away
wind howls the sights of those
lonely, forgotten times
"Even time will come to an end"
We could hear the birds sing
through the winds hum
we were not like the others
time revealed our nothingness
Let the stream of the wither
wouldn´t it be "nice" to sleep,
to dream forever
from the silence we awoke
and into there we shall wither
we were the birds that sang
in the winds´hum
we were not like others
end is our silence
AUTUMN WINDS
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"Sad whispers in dead trees,
a graveyard of
yellow leaves, rising of the
northern wind
breaks their peace ..."
With the reaping winds came
coldness,
the coldess that crawled from
the heart
of the wind- weak kiss of the
winter queen,
storming through the autumnal
trees ...
As the darkness embraces me
and the wind screams sadly,
I could feel the coming of winter,
snow falling from the cloudy sky
I close my eyes and wait for
the goddess of winter
"As the days grew shorter
the wind came stronger
from the dawnless mornings
to the winters glory"
WINTER ROMANCE
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Chrystal snow falls from the
clouds above,
winter the bitterest, I have heard
your lullaby and seen your figure
dance
through the sky, into my arms I
would
take darkness ... blessed and
renamed
my goddess ...(of winter)
From your lips I tasted love
love that was so poisonous
my twisted desires for you
are taking me to sacrifice my soul
for the goddess of winter
winter romance, give me this final
dance, through the falling snow
into the
clouds above, fill me with your love
carry me before the throne
deep into your wintry kingdom
My heart belomgs to thee
my beautiful white winter queen
the pulsating rhythm of heart
beating ... in the silence of
my funeral coffin ...
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