Vanhelga
Mortem Illuminate Mea
1. Fog
I see it, it's in front of me
This white mist of concealment
No, wait, it's everywhere, cold and obscure
I want to devour it but they won't let me
Apathy strikes me as I feel it against my skin
Nothing can be found here nor within
The rules of awareness stands in my path
Never can my low life ego manage to devour it
In this dark place where nothing is what it is
Apathy strikes me as I feel it against my skin
Nothing can be found here nor within
Awakening from my slumber the mist vanishes
Behind the trees of mathematical rules
In black hole emerge and I jump in
Apathy strikes me as I feel it against my skin
Nothing can be found here nor within
2. Blessings of Nothingness
Desolate, empty landscape of living creatures
Possessed by a creature not of this world
Staring, with eyes glowing red, upon the body of the tonal
Nothing here can oppose this being of total nothingness yet it possesses all
Dreams of a world, vanquished
Realization of all and none
Illuminate
Qliphothic storms blowing inside
Unstoppable force of beautiful destruction
Enter into this world and vanquish it's deceitful ways
Bless me with nothingness, bathe me in death
Illusions of a world, vanquished
Realization of all and none
Illuminate
Bless me with nothingness, bathe me in death!
3. Knowledge Through Contradiction
I love you
I hate you
This is beautiful
I feel like vomiting
You are kind
You are mischievous
I trust you
I distrust you
It's hot
It's cold
Why is it dark?
The sun is clearly shining
Sound
Silence
Life
Death
Death
Death
Death
Death
Death
Death
4. Words of Flesh
Weak flesh
Strength non-existing
Destined to rot
Vanquished
Embrace the darkness
Walk the path of fire
Solitude
Strength all-existing
Love revealed
Seeing the bloodfilled eye of the vessel
Embrace the darkness
Walk the path of all, none
Life revealed
5. Saknad
Eu kallsla au angest, eu kallsla au tomhet
Meningslos kalla fill inspiration
Kangivelse at destruktivitet i suftet att skapa
Magot vackert bortom ratt och fel
Jag kallar pa dig tomhet
Evig tustnat
Jag kallar pa dig angest
Kalla till inspiration
Taenoe pa morkaste au stigar
Mot en kansla obeskrivlig allt och inget
Sialen inblar nar morkret segrar
Magot vackert bortom ratt och fel
Jag kallar pa dig tomhet
Evig tustnat
Jag kallar pa dig angest
Kalla till inspiration
6. Ritual of Volition
Crawling through entangling roots and thorns so sharp
The mist gets tighter now, my sight is clouded
Focusing my energy on all and none
Until my realization of one
Rocky stones, as I fall downhill and break my arms
With a crack my skull splits open
Focusing my energy on all and none
Until my realization of one
A reality beyond existence awaits me
My soul drowned in joy
7. Death
Haunted by nightshades that emerge from a reasonal state of mind
Weakness, depression, uncertainty which results in loss of control
Trapped by reason, forever blindfolded by the stars
Death, comes to me, death
I feel your presence, so divine
Euphoric state of emptiness, extinguishing the stars
The path of Lucifer, I forever walk
Forever engulfed by the liberated madness
Death, come to me
Your presence is I
Death, set me free
Your presence is all
Death, I am death
Your presence is none
All is one, all is none
Vocabulary of the corruption of all, none
When I die I shall live
Death, your presence is I, I am death
Finally yet eternally
Death, come to me
Your presence is I
Death, set me free
Your presence is all
Death, I am death
Your presence is none
8. Emptiness
Complex patchwork of leaves
Hidden behind the borders of trees
The moon shines stronger than a nuclear blow
And the snow is slowly falling
Down
Struck, the tunnel twist and turns
Sacred creatures of a lost world
Turning and twisting
Nothing can exist here int his cold place of a desolate location
Never-ending source of energy
The realms of the anti-christ
And the snow is slowly falling
Down
Struck, the tunnel's mist burns
Profane creatures of a mundane world
Destroying and obliterating
Life gone, the trees faded away
Meaning gone as the leaves are just atoms of unknown kind
Bound to worthlessness
And the snow is no more
No more
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